Friday, June 19, 2009 | 11:51 PM |

of all the ppl.. why her.. why does she has to be sad? why must she cry infront of me.. i tried my very best to hold MY tears..

i kept quiet. i looked at Boyy, who knew i was trying my best not to cry.. he tried comforting her.. but to no avail.. he was lost. she isnt someone hes closed to.. if its me, tts a diff story. shes closer to ME. but.. i at tt point, didnt noe hw to comfort her.. unless she didnt tear.. omg.. i felt very bad..

i just cant take all the anger and intense hate he is causing me to feel. HE has told my friend that no-one else will ever love her, that any other boy would dump her within a day and generally degrades her. Now to me thats a classic abusive relationship starting. In every film or anything on TV ive seen with an abusive relationship it all starts mentally with that. And ive read it on the net too, all of which i know isnt concrete evidence but hewy its a pretty good sign right?

*TOO DRAMATIC?*

i mean i cant take this! what can i do? i actually feel like killing him, literally, i think of him gargling on his blood as he chokes on it and dies...

argh..


she deserves more den this. haiz


♥ TrappedButterfly