When I text you, that means I miss you. When i don’t text, that just means i’m waiting for you to miss me.
He msged me online tdy and said, " I Missed You "
EVER HAVE that one person in your life that you just can’t give up on; the one person who can screw you over and over, time after time, yet you always seem to give them another chance? And no matter how many times you say this is the last one, you know that’s a lie because there’s always just one more chance waiting for them. The one person you know you’re better off without but yet you can’t find a way to let them go because deep down inside, you wouldn’t know what to do without them. The one person you know who doesn’t deserve you, but yet you choose to over look it because you love him.
I want to be hard for you to forget. I want to have that kind of impact on you where you know you’ll never find anyone who can take my place, and I want that because that’s what you are to me. I want it to hurt like hell when you see me. I want you to feel what you put me through.
Your date of conception was on or about 7 October 1987 which was a Wednesday.
You were born on a Wednesday
under the astrological sign Cancer.
Your Life path number is 7.
Your fortune cookie reads:
Your past success will be overshadowed by your future success.
Life Path Compatibility:
You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7.
You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 4 & 22.
You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 9.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 3, 6, 8 & 11.
The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2447341.5.
The golden number for 1988 is 13.
The epact number for 1988 is 11.
The year 1988 was a leap year.
Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/17/1988 and ending 2/5/1989.
You were born in the Chinese year of the Dragon.
Your Native American Zodiac sign is Woodpecker; your plant is Wild Rose.
You were born in the Egyptian month of Paopy, the second month of the season of Poret (Emergence - Fertile soil).
Your date of birth on the Hebrew calendar is 14 Tammuz 5748.
Or if you were born after sundown then the date is 15 Tammuz 5748.
The Mayan Calendar long count date of your birthday is 12.18.15.2.17 which is
12 baktun 18 katun 15 tun 2 uinal 17 kin
The Hijra (Islamic Calendar) date of your birth is Wednsday, 14 Dhi'l-Qa'dih 1408 (1408-11-14).
The date of Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 3 April 1988.
The date of Orthodox Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 10 April 1988.
The date of Ash Wednesday (the first day of Lent) on your birth year was Wednesday 17 February 1988.
The date of Whitsun (Pentecost Sunday) in the year of your birth was Sunday 22 May 1988.
The date of Whisuntide in the year of your birth was Sunday 29 May 1988.
The date of Rosh Hashanah in the year of your birth was Monday, 12 September 1988.
The date of Passover in the year of your birth was Saturday, 2 April 1988.
The date of Mardi Gras on your birth year was Tuesday 16 February 1988.
June 29th is the feast of Oggun (St. Peter).
As of 11/7/2009 11:50:11 AM EST
You are 21 years old.
You are 257 months old.
You are 1,114 weeks old.
You are 7,801 days old.
You are 187,235 hours old.
You are 11,234,150 minutes old.
You are 674,049,011 seconds old.
Celebrities who share your birthday:Fred Grandy (1948) Richard Lewis (1947) Gary Busey (1944) Robert Evans (1930) Slim Pickens (1919) Antoine de Saint-Exupery (1900)
Top songs of 1988
Your age is the equivalent of a dog that is 3.053228962818 years old. (Life's just a big chewy bone for you!)
Your lucky day is Monday.
Your lucky number is 2 & 7.
Your ruling planet(s) is Moon.
Your lucky dates are 1st, 10th, 19th, 28th.
Your opposition sign is Capricorn.
Your opposition number(s) is 8.
Today is not one of your lucky days!
There are 234 days till your next birthday
on which your cake will have 22 candles.
Those 22 candles produce 22 BTUs,
or 5,544 calories of heat (that's only 5.5440 food Calories!) .
You can boil 2.51 US ounces of water with that many candles. 
In 1988 there were approximately 3.7 million births in the US.
In 1988 the US population was approximately 226,545,805 people, 64.0 persons per square mile.
In 1988 in the US there were 2,389,000 marriages (9.7%) and 1,183,000 divorces (4.8%)
In 1988 in the US there were approximately 1,990,000 deaths (8.8 per 1000)
In the US a new person is born approximately every 8 seconds.
In the US one person dies approximately every 12 seconds.
In 1988 the population of Australia was approximately 16,687,082.
In 1988 there were approximately 246,193 births in Australia.
In 1988 in Australia there were approximately 116,816 marriages and 41,007 divorces.
In 1988 in Australia there were approximately 119,866 deaths.
Your birth flower is ROSE
Your birthstone is Alexandrite
The Mystical properties of Alexandrite
Alexandrite can assist one in centering the self, reinforcing self-esteem, and augmenting ones ability to experience joy.Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)
Pearl, Moonstone, Opal
Your birth tree is
Apple Tree, the LoveOf slight build, lots of charm, appeal and attraction, pleasant aura, flirtatious, adventurous, sensitive, always in love, wants to love and be loved, faithful and tender partner, very generous, scientific talents, lives for today, a carefree philosopher with imagination.
There are 48 days till Christmas 2009!
There are 61 days till Orthodox Christmas!
The moon's phase on the day you were
born was full.
i re-read all the entries written in the past and i ask myself what went wrong? when everything seemed to fall in its place.
it’s time to just let go. i’m tired of pleasing people. i’m tired of hoping. i don’t have enough hope to keep my hope alive.
each time, you come gushing back into my mind. i tell myself it’s no point cause he’s out there, moving on. why do i still linger around nothing? then i realize, everything happened within a few blinks, too sudden, too soon. i haven’t been able to pick the pieces yet because i’m still waiting over nothing. my almost-nothing-hope. because my love hasn’t vanished the way it vanished for him. i wish it would vanish in a second. then maybe i wouldn’t remember how it’ll be like to be with him.
it’s easier to say, stop brooding. move on. if i could, i will. i will - happily. i don’t want to be the foolish one. i’m trying hard to let go. i will.
after all this writing, all this little determination. when i wake up in the morning, the cycle will repeat itself - more tears, more thoughts, more frustration, more waiting.
do you ever get that feeling where you don’t want to talk to anybody? You don’t want to smile and you don’t want to fake being happy but at the same time you don’t know exactly what’s wrong either, there isn’t a way to explain it to someone who doesn’t already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting and being alone never was. At least when you’re alone no one constantly asks you what’s wrong and there isn’t anyone who won’t take “I don’t know” for an answer. you feel the way you do just because. you hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait.
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