Here I gooooooo
I start frm yday k? yday was 21st September 2007. My 1st year anniversary.. normally for the mthly anniversary rite, I’ll call him at his time 12am den will ask, “eh, u noe today wad day? Duno hw to wish is it? Stupid.” Lolx.. den he’ll wish me, “ Happy Valentines Day! “ he said, every mth is out V day.. kinda lame.. but ok la.. hahahahahahaa~
So since its YEAR anniversary.. I didn’t bother calling him. was jus waiting for tt donkey to call. And he did.. he realized tt I didn’t call him wen it was 12.15am. Singapore is 2.45am. he called.. n I called him back. He said I was a “thimiru pidiccha kazhuthai”, said, I action la tt I didn’t call n all.. lolx. Gundu fella. Den exactly at 3am.. he was saying wadever he said a yr ago. Like flash back.
Tt he called me aft I watch Ghajni. Den tok tok. Den at 3am he pr0p0sed t0 me. den I said I need time.. but at 4am I accepted him. and he asked u sure ur time of 1 hr is enuff? Den I helped him continue. Tt very day, I had app0intment at NUH f0r my Asthma thingy. Den he said he wanted to come along. He was aft wrk. I was telling him, dun la u very tired rite.. go back n rest la.. but he insisted in f0ll0wing me. s0 met at b0una Vista. Den t00k the shuttle bus where we had 0ur 1st kiss. =P Den wen 0ver his hse. Den we g0t int0 “kasa-musa” all. Hehe! 0n the 1st day itself. Tsk tsk. Rahima dun shake ur head.
Den we t0ked abt the few misunderstanding we had prev0usly. N0w n0 la. Den abt 0ur 0ne and 0nli fight.. tt 0ne was during the 1st few mths.. c0s 0f tis called name N00ria.. 0h well.. n0w its settle.. =)
Frequently one finds a little sunshine
In places where the forecast calls for rain,
Restoring the sweet sense that one is sane,
Suddenly bursting through the broken cloud line.
There is, when one is walking up an incline,
A source of strength no apathy can drain
Nor gradient preclude through pitch or pain,
Nestled in the core beneath one’s fault line:
Interior even to one’s soul,
Vaster than the panoply of night,
Embedded in the very act of being,
Resident in every thought and word.
Silent is the longing of the bowl,
A yearning absolute and infinite,
Revelation of eternal feeling
Yet dancing motionless to songs unheard.
Nice?? May we be t0gether till death.( Ameen )
While toking, half way my credit finished. Cldnt call him n0r cld he. S0 its was like, half way hanging in mid-air. I was superrrr sad sia. Last yr, aft I accepted him, I cldnt slp.. neither cld he. We were happy. Arnd 6 plus den I managed t0 slp. Yday 0s0 de same sia. Th0ugh its been 1 yr, I feel like yday is the 1st time I wen 0n. haha.. and wen I called him in the aftern00n and he 0s0 said the same. He cldnt slp, th0ugh he tried t0 put 0ff his thts 0f me, s0 tt he can practice his music. Still cann0t. haha.. I haunted him! l0lx!
Yday, I went t0 jur0ng tuiti0n. g0t al0ng WELL with tt kid. Nice gal la she. Den at nite, aft break fast and aft prayers, my br0s n m0m n me wen geylang at 9pm.. b4 tt called Prince, t0ld him I was gg there with family.. den he t0ld me t0 call me as s00n as I c0me hm. sh0pped, but didn’t buy much as it was super CR0WDED. Den reached h0me at 12.45am. call Prince. Toked t0 him f0r awhile den tt piglet was slpy.. and again we renewed 0ur agreement.
Wad agreement? Haha! Pr0mise u w0nt laugh. I tink 0nli rahima n0es. She n0es every single thing abt me sia.. danger0us pink bra-ed lady. OOPS =X
L0Lx!
Actually u see, my guy is like a music peyi. L0ves t0 sing and wld play music well. Since he l0ves t0 s0ng, he l0ves watching m0vies t00. 0ne 0f his fav is, “Priyamaanevale” where Vijay’s wife, Simran, wld be his 1 yr wife. 1 yr agreement. S0, wen Prince and I wen gg 0n to 0ur 2nd mth. He said tt he wans t0 hv an agreement 0f 1 yr 0NLY with me. but I dun hv t0 sign anyting at all la.. jus verbally.. I was like, 0000h.. like tt.. 0k l0r.. n0t bad.. gd idea. And in August 1st week, he said he wanna extend the agreement f0r 3 mths m0re. s0 until December la. I agreed at 1st. f0r a week till 21st sept, I was telling him I d0wan t0 extend. Aft 21st, nee yaaro naa yaaro.. den he was like, “ma ma ma ma maaaaaaa, pls maaaaaa, pleaaaaaasssssseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, un til I c0me back la.. pleasssseeeeeee ma..” I’ll g0 s0ft if he begs like tis. Wh0 wldnt.. argh.. den finally agree l0r.. s0 my relati0nship with him is until 21st December. =)
Btw, all these is jus f0r fun. Nth seri0us. We are jus playing with 0ne an0ther. =)
Im a big baby, and hes a… maadu baby.. l0lx..
S0 tts all happen yday… 0f c0s he went mushy and sweet and r0mantic wen I called him at nite.. =)
T0day.. lemme see.. wen jur0ng tuiti0n. g0t s0 pissed with 0ne 0f the kid. Argh. Den m0m’s teban tuiti0n was cancelled. S0 wen back. Rahima was 0redi at hm. Her “Supplementary” class is in my hse. Tts wad she t0ld her m0m.. tt she g0t supplementary class. LIAR. Tsk tsk. Fasting mth 0s0 liar. U’ll g0 t0 hell. =X
I pity her la.. she came all the way, and my m0m asked her t0 help her arnd the hse. S0 Rahima ended up cleaning my hse. Actually it was balc0ny. Helped clear lil br0’s t0ys. Thr0w big big rubbish. Den she helped me abit in cleaning the st0re r00m. daddy said tmr he’ll be clearing n cleaning the st0re r00m as its his 0ff day. And c0nfirm, he’ll be pissed n sc0lding every0ne f0r having a messy r00m. s0 I cleaned it t0day la. Save all the sc0ldings. Haha! Im a saviour! weeeeeee !
*feels like a knight in shining armor * t00 much ah.. hahaha.. biasaaaaaaaa
Rem0ved everything frm tt small r00m. painted it light green like my living r00m c0l0ur. Den put wanted stuffs in and unwanted stuffs near t0 the gate. S0 tt its easier t0 thr0w. s00n I g0t pissed la.. I was planning t0 clear alm0st half 0f the stuffs. The r00m is small but g0t al0t 0f things. But I ended up putting alm0st everyting I t00k 0ut back int0 tt r00m. arrghh.. I make n0ise I sc0ld nvm.. but tmr if dad did like wad I did, sc0ld, make n0ise and all.. m0m will 0s0 make n0ise, fight with dad. Den dad will sc0ld me f0r either n0t helping 0r f0r having a st0re s0 messy and I nv d0 anyting abt it.. and aziz will get sc0lded c0s alm0st half 0f the things in tt r00m was, HIS T0YS. Arrrrrrrghhhhhhhhh!
Tts why la, th0ugh I was fasting, th0ugh it was tiring, stuffy and the paint t00k my breaths, my 0xygen away, I jus did it l0r.. n0w my st0re r00m is FULL, but nicer.. and neat. =)
Thx t0 meeeeee!
Den rested awhile by watching, “YOK! Buat Roti! “ (“C0me! lets g0 bread! “) a malay pr0gramme. Den see see, wen d0wn exchange f00d with m0m’s fren. Den br0ke fast. Den realize was bleeding abit.. I mean, menses. L0lx! den t0ld m0m, wen she called me f0r prayers. Den n0w, bl0gging. Den n0w, dun wad t0 write edi.. den n0w smiling.. den n0w.. kk fine, I shall jus g0 0ff..
0h ya.. I 4g0t.. t0day rite.. Rahima came my hse rite….. wen she was getting ready t0 g0 bk h0me, she had a bad flu.. she lifted up her shirt t0 wipe her n0se.. and guess wad I saw… PINK PINK PINK.. haha! And tis gal, she went all the way t0 the gate there, and asked me t0 sh0w my stitches.. and the gate was 0pen.. den I went 0ut t0 the c0rrid0r and lifted bit 0f my shirt.. like im g0nna sh0w her. Den we started t0 laugh.. stupid.. we were in the r00m, she didn’t ask, wen we’re near t0 the gate den ask. Paiseh h0r. but really, I feel kinda shy, sh0wing u my stitches which was 0nce there. N0w diss0lved edi.. c0s its bel0w my belly butt0n, and ab0ve my privates.. s0 its in the middle.. shy le.. haha.. dun dare sh0w my m0m but sh0wed 3/4 nurses wh0 nursed my w0und. Hahahaha!
0rite den.. cya tmr!
