Thursday, July 5, 2007 | 11:03 PM | 0 Comments
c0ntinue fr0m previ0us bl0g...
Wen t0 Clementi P0lyclinic.. d0c said, the w0und inside might nt hv dried up.. she gave s0me antibiotics & cream. if bl00d n water c0mes 0ut by the end 0f 1 wk, she said c0me back & i'll refer u t0 KK.. bleahh... made Vickii c0me wit me.. hehe! den at yew tee.. saw durians selling f0r $1! b0ught 4..
came h0me.. sh0wered f0r 45 mins. m0m kn0cked 0n the d00r, asked if i was alive in there.. wahh.. basket.. den.. ate Nasi G0reng with ikan bilis, b0ught frm a indian sh0p near my hse by m0mz.. den.. came 0nline.. didnt feel like chatting.. s0 0ff pc.. watch Mr Bean with my br0.. den m0mz tuiti0n kids came... arnd 7.54pm, left the hse. b4 tt, leaper called me.. was asking me abt Power Surge Connect0r.. bleahh... explained t0 him.. t0ld him its save t0 0verl0ad it with plugs... den left f0r tuiti0n.
was paid $100.. came h0me in pain.. my stitches area hurting me.. haiz.. cant walk pr0perly... argh... den wen t0 see incredible tales at 10pm.. den d0wnl0aded s0me s0ngs.. den here i am.. updating.. feeling kinda in pain.. haiz.. bringing back the days i was in pain in h0spital.. haiz.. i sure d0 miss tt place..
0ne kuku bird's bdae c0ming.. hes turning 21 tis year.. i cant say m0re 0ver here.. c0s tt Anandhi Kumari will be reading my bl0gs.. alrite den.. feeeeeeling slpyyy...
jus n0w at p0lyclinic called Prince t0 tell him abt tt Benz.. b4 tt he asked where i was... wen i said clinic.. he s0unded s0 w0rried... =) tts my b0i!
w0kay w0kay.. g0ing t0 bed n0w.. nitezzzzz!
(the time here is wr0ng.. n0w its 11.50pm)
♥ TrappedButterfly
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04 July 2007
yday, wednesday right.. lemme see.. m0rning had 2 lectures.. EMD & ECAM. as usual, had a pair 0f eyes, bel0nging t0 a fella called Fadli. Daddy asked me t0 sit beside him t0day.. s0 i was like in the middle 0f the r0w, directly d0wn me will be my lecturer.. we sat rite at the t0p 0f the lecture threatre. as usual Erza came kinda late. saw his eyes l00king arnd f0r a seat. s0meh0w, his eyes & mine met. he waved at me. taught daddy s0me 0f the examples in the n0tes. he underst00d. =)
was very c0ld. in middle had breaks. as its a 4 hr lecture. s0, daddy, uncle and i wen canteen b0ught s0me drinks. as usual, i didnt have t0 pay. f0r lunch, again they wanted t0 g0 bukit timah. i dun hv much cash, s0 didnt j0in dem, d0wan dem t0 spend al0t f0r me. wen t0 my usual place. 2nd level 0f blk 27. my indian frens werent be having lunch n0w. but saw Nisha & Shamutha & Wan Zhen. the 1st 2 are my darlings. j0ined dem. purp0sely didnt bring lapt0p as i was having my BTT (Basic The0ry Test), later in the n00n. studied seri0us f0r tt 1 hr. den said bye t0 the 3.. wen f0r my ECAM tut0rial.
0ver there, did 2 qns den less0n was 0ver. 1 hr less0n. in fact, sch00l has ended. den sl0wly went d0wn & walked t0 the back gate & t0 the bus st0p. didnt n0e if i g0t t0 tak 985W 0r 985. ended up taking 985W. 985 & 985W will turn different at a juncti0n in bukit g0mbak. 985 t0 the right where the BBDC is 2 st0ps away, frm there it g0es t0 cck interchange. 985W, will turn left, n g0es straight t0 cck interchange. s0 t00k wr0ng bus. aft it turned left, i g0t d0wn, n walked 2 bus st0ps t0 BBDC. it was 2.30pm. i was reading the BTT b00k & was walking. reached the centre at 2.50pm. saw many 00rus waiting t0 tk the test with me. there was 0ne 00ru.. i n0e hes a 00ru, but hes kinda g00d l00king, fair with nice g0atee, w0re br0wn c0ntact lens. he l00ked niceeee! ever since i fall f0r a 00ru, i dun0 wads happening t0 me. i'll l00k at all the 00rus & think abt my 00ru kaaran.. argh.. i seri0usly didnt like 00rus since y0ung. but see n0w.. aiyy000000.. nelame..
bef0re i c0ntinue, lemme tell u smth.. i failed my BTT 3 times & went late 1 time. every time i did a test, rahima will be there.. either d0 with me, 0r, sit 0utside & wait f0r me. this time r0und, she wasnt there. my family were saying, eh u w0nt pass la.. pity th0se 0n the r0ad la.
s0, my name was called & i went in. guess wad, tt fella's name is Ibrahim! hehe! he was sitting 2 seats away frm me. l0lx. 0k i f0und him l00king at me.. maybe c0s he f0und me l00king at him? i dun0. maybe.. anyway.. f0r the 1st time in th0se 3 test, i checked all my 50 qns again, bef0re submitting. i used t0 check half way, thinking the 0ther half qns i'd hv sc0red. while checking, saw s0me ppl leaving the place, 0n their screen it was written, "PASSED". i was like kinda sh0cked. c0s all the screen sh0wed "PASSED" n0 failure. i had tis str0ng feeling tt i'd pass t00.. and i did!!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! u shld hv seen tt smile 0n my face. cldnt st0p smiling sia.
recently f0r the past 3-4 weeks, i've been dreaming 0f me driving a car. wen i g0t int0 a car, bus, 0r train ah, my mind will wander 0ff.. i'll be thinking, h0w will it be like if im driving..
Imagine.. white Mazda 3.. interi0r : purple 0r black.. and Nazirah driving wildly! w00h000!
haiz.. imaginati0n 0nli... den was thinking, i'd be g0ing t0 Lengk0k bahru (RedHill) t0 Prince's hse.. den, m0m will call me saying, " Ban... we're at tekka, can c0me pick us up at ar0und 6pm?" haha! den, will be sending Vickii 0ff near L0t 1, where her hse is.. den parking my beautiful lady at my sch00l carpark.. sh0wing it 0ff t0 my classmates & make Brand0n jeal0us. waaaaaaah! cant wait siaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! haiz.. n0w i jus dream abt all these.. & my dreams will like s0 fake..
wen i was d0ing the test, i was thinking, i want & i must make my dreams c0me true! with the fury, i did the test.. & i passed! at last.
s0, the 1st pers0n i called was Rahima. t0ld her i pass. she didnt s0und tt happy.. maybe c0s she failed 4 times? * laughs at Rahima * b4 calling m0m t0 tell her, i called my Prince.. he knew i failed thrice. asked him t0 guess, he said, i'd hv failed again. t0ld him i passseddddddddd! he was happy.. but made himself s0und bad & cruel. he said laughly, " i w0nt g0 with u in the car even if im 60 " bl00dy hell.. he n0es very well, hw much i wan a car. den asked him, why he nv enc0urage me n all.. den he enc0uraged me in his style, " u'll nv pass ur driving.. n0t in this life time " PIG! he has a license f0r bike in India & Singap0re. n0t fair. i die die 0s0 w0nt g0 up a bike. t0ld him, d0wan t0 get int0 my car den dun l0r.. i g0t 0ther ppl wh0'll take tt fr0nt seat.. he was all mushy.. " ma, will i say all th0se w0rds? u heard me wr0ngly da.. ur car is like mine rite! " idi0t sia. haha..
den called m0mz.. t0ld her.. she didnt believe.. den t0ld my elder br0 wh0 was driving. heard him laugh.. l0lx! was s000 happy the wh0le day, till i passed the msg t0 Benasir. Muza's gf. argh!
muza, d0esnt like Prince, c0s Prince 0nce liked Benasir(Benz).. tts f0r a peri0d. Benz liked Muza, she asked Prince if Muza is a nice guy n can g0 0n 0r n0t. if Prince said n0, she wldnt hv g0ne 0n wit him. but Prince say he's a nice guy.. s0 they're attached f0r a yr n0w. s00n, Prince started hating her c0s 0f her attitude, n didnt like Muza c0s he always f0ll0w wadeva the gf says.. he d0esnt like.. den recently, smth happened which i d0wan tell here.
he t0ld me t0 tell Benz wen see her 0nline tt, he d0esnt feel like t0king t0 her & 0ne day, he wans t0 meet her n Muza. tts all.. n i did.. the way Benz replied pissed me 0ff.
frm the 1st day Muza t0ld me abt her, till tis very minute, i dun like her. i dun like gals with the name Benasir. t0 add, her characters sucked & had arr0gant l00ks.. Zakiyah & i didnt like her even abit. den s00n, Rahima j0ined 0ur gang. & Prince n0e tis VERY well.. he wasnt against me.
i t0ld her wad Prince said. den her reply was,(i'll try my best t0 say the exact things she said)
SHE: why d0 i hv t0 t0k t0 s0me0ne wh0 d0esnt like me bcause 0f my guy... i d0n't understand.. he d0esnt like my guy den wan t0 t0k t0 me
ME: i dun0, he wans t0 t0k t0 u abt smth i guess.. n0t u al0ne but wit ur guy..
SHE: i dun wish t0 t0k t0 any0ne, my guy isnt the type wh0 d0esnt wan me t0 t0k t0 0ther guys.
i was like huh! tt means her guy is the type wh0 likes her t0king t0 0ther guys?
i was telling her tis. n she was saying the same thing.. my guy isnt the type wh0 d0esnt wan me t0 t0k t0 0ther guys. WTH! d0es she n0e english 0r n0t..
den at last she said, its n0t necessary t0 explain t0 u. wah lan.. i g0t pissed. Prince n0e tt i'd get angry wit her all the time.. n t0ld me t0 c0ntr0l my anger jus tis 0nce.. s0 i did..
i t0ld her.. l00k, im n0t here t0 argue wit u.. im here t0 deliver a msg. if u g0t a pr0b g0 t0k t0 my guy. then i bl0cked her.. i was s0 pissed.. 0k lets n0t t0k abt bitches wh0 d0esnt n0e hw t0 respect bf's frens. yeah.. she didnt like all her bf's frens, be it a guy or gal. her bf shld 0nli like her frens.. wth.. my Prince is wayyy better den her guy..
my Prince, n0es hw t0 think f0r himself. useless bitch.. anyway..
tried calling Prince t0 vent my anger.. but cann0t get thru.. lucky him..
05 July 2007
im still hving tt anger f0r benz n0w.. argh.. slpt at almost 1.30am yday.. i slping late n0wadays n i cant wake up in the m0rninz. argh.. i was trying t0 c0ntact tt Prince 0f mine.. den was trying t0 study.. cldnt.. haiz.. den t0day w0ke up, t0t 0f n0t g0ing sch00l. thinking 0f skipping my 1st less0n, which happen t0 be my fav! PCN = PC Netwrking. learn abt IP ADD, TCP/IP, protocol, cabling and etc. its was a 2hr lecture. having EMD lab test.. s0 t0t 0f gg f0r tt 0nli.. btw the time i tink abt wad will happen if i skip my PCN, i was fully awake.. uuughh.. den wake up, sh0wered, changed n all.. den did my usual r0utine.. t0k bag n lapt0p t0 the hall. put it 0n the s0fa, 0n the fan full speed, watch tv till its 8am.. 0r watch tv n wear sh0es 0n s0me 0f the days.
t0day i had a sh0ck 0f my life.. there was smth in the balcony, m0ving wen i put my bag 0n the s0fa.. i l00ked up, it was my 2nd br0.. i was like wth.. & he started t0 laugh..
i n0e hes b00king 0ut f0r his graduati0n t0day.. but.. n0t tis early.. he said he came h0me at 7am. 0bvi0usly n0b0dy knew he was at h0me. l0lx! t0ld him i passed my BTT. he was s0 happy! he l00ks funny being bald.. haha..but g0t used t0 tt head.. hehe!
den came t0 sch00l.. saw Prince's frens th0se indians fellas wh0 i dun t0k t0.. they l00ked at me as if im s0me alien.. bumped int0 Anand.. pig was wearing b00ts n happily step 0n my t0es. nv say s0rry 0s0.. den waved at tt indian fellas.. den t00k my lapt0p n ran t0 my class.. wth.. d0esnt he n0e wads the meaning 0f ASK! i wasnt angry tis m0rning.. jus hate it wen ppl stare at u, f0r n0 reas0n. -.-
wen f0r PCN. Lecturer late by 45mins, as usual, i t00k his chair n was marking attendance, den he came running in. i st0pped him, l00ked at the attendance file, (like finding f0r his name) den said, " Ng Kong Yew , d0 u realise tt u're 45 mins late? can u sh0w s0me g00d examples t0 the students? " he was putting his lapt0p 0n the table n getting ready den said, " S0rry Mdm, traffic jail. raining s0mem0re. came sch00l edi, cann0t find car l0t. " den i said, " this isnt an excuse. u n0e bukit timah always have jail. u shld have left early. 15 mins and ab0ve is c0nsidered late, but i shall excuse u this time. n0 m0re chances left f0r u. understand! " he f0lded his arms n said, " yes ma'am, ya ma'am, n0w can i take my seat " i giggled, " hehehe! " den gave him a l0llip0p.. l0lx.. by wh0le class was laughing terribly..
Lecturer is an 0ld man.. very friendly!
started bl0gging ever since the less0n started.. n0w break time, STILL BL0GGING.. ash000!
with my kuppe gang.. all busy d0ing smth.. its 11.50am n0w.. in 10 mins, break will end, EMD tut0rial den my EMD practical test... nv study.. haiz... Dhinesh is t0king t0 me abt s0me r0b0ts c0ming in his dreams.. n im jus smiling n n0dding away.. i n0e tt 0nce he read tis, he'll c0me aft me.. but.. IM N0T SCARED 0F U DHINESH KUMARI! s0... ah... 0h well....
10 mins ag0 called Prince, t0ld him tt i t0ld benz wad he asked t0. yday cldnt c0nnect t0 him n all.. he was in class.. he said he wanna hear abt it.. but n0w cant t0k.. t0ld me t0 call arnd 3.. i'll be having my practical test frm 2pm.. den tell him i'll call later arnd 4 0r wad.. he said 0k.. n he said he l0ves me! den hang up! weeeeeeee!!!!! n0 w0nder here raining! hehee!
its 11.54am.. g0t t0 g0 class f0r tut0rial.. haiz nv study f0r prac. arghhhh.. g0d save me! will c0ntinue abt wad happen aft 12n00n, later at nite!
will be g0ing clementi p0lyclinic c0s bl00d 00zing 0ur frm my stitiches.. s0 need t0 check wads wr0ng.. n den.. im getting $100 frm 0ne 0f my tuiti0n.. weeeeeee!!
11.56am, g0t t0 cia0! bubye darlings!
♥ TrappedButterfly
