alrite, here it c0mes.. the p0st, every0ne waiting f0r. dun0 why 0s0.. lucky, Rahima is the 0nli 0ne wh0 didnt ask.. asking wad it is ah?
Written by: Nazirah Banu
Illustrated by: Benasir's Digital Cam, Zakiyah's Cam, Rahima's Cam & Naz's Cam
Muza. I was intr0-ed t0 him and his an0ther fren, Mans00r Ali, but my IRC mate. His name is Venki. We b0th l0ve teasing and making fun 0f each 0ther. Ali had a very big crush 0n me. if he wanna marry, he wants it t0 be with me. i rejected him many many times. Den 0ne day, I sc0lded him. he was missing in acti0n f0r a peri0d 0f time. Finally, I g0t an inf0rmati0n frm Muza tt Ali has misunderst00d me f0r cheap w0man. He t0t lust f0r sex and since he isn’t g00d l00king enuff, I rejected him. I was like WTH man. Muza is the 0ne wh0 c0ns0led me n stuff. He became a very g00d fren. L0ves t0king crappies. Sp0rting fella wh0 d0es things with0ut telling. A man wh0 l0tsa pr0blems and d0esnt sh0w it in his face. =) a pers0n wh0m I can freely share my feelings and 0pini0n and fight with him if he disagrees with me. haha!
I intr0-ed him t0 Zakiyah, (Zack) and Rahima. At that time, Zakiyah 0redi met Muza. But Rahima hasn’t. 0ne day, he t0ld Zack and me tt he was attached. I was m0re excited c0s, I n0e hw much he wen thru during his last 3 relati0nships. I was there with him all al0ng. After hearing his gal’s name, we didn’t b0ther t0 ask m0re abt her. C0s, I dun0 why, we b0th hate the name, “ Benasir “ . jus f0r his sake, we heard m0re abt her. Muza, clearly n0e why we hate her. C0s 0f her name, and her arr0gance and alm0st everything and he n0es tat jus f0r him, we’re t0king t0 her. I saw her pictures b4, but haven’t meet her yet.
Zakiyah aka Zack. I met tis lil rascal in Sinda wen I was in Sec 5. Since den, we’re cl0se. shes als0 an0ther gal, wh0 has l0tsa pr0bs but her smile, c0vers all 0f dem up. Shes a sweet little darling. Wh0 l0ves t0 t0k. And t0k and t0k and t0k. if we 2 happen t0 g0 0ut, u can see us t0king n0nst0p. u can nv get b0red with us. Haha! If I didn’t wan t0 g0 Sinda, she’ll msg me saying, pls la plsss.. c0
me la.. we dun really study in Sinda anyway, we’ll t0k and make fun 0f the teachers and sight adikkiraan the guys in 0ur class. Haha.. can say we’re the l0udest. We’ll be the l0udest everywhere we g0. Even in Madrasah. Haha! we'll g0 class t0gether, bully t0gether, eat t0gether, p0n teng class t0gether & g0 0ut t0gether.. haha! every0ne says, we l00k alike. and every0ne always mist00k as f0r sister. even my m0m! haha! n0 w0nder we clicked s0 fast. 0h man, i l0ve tis gal.S0 tts hw I n0e her. =)
Rahima aka Saima. =P
0k every0ne here n0es abt her. Shes the fam0us kuku bird. Haha! 0k well.. shes my 2nd br0 gf. I n0e her f0r 4 years. 0MG! I pity myself. I jus l0ve t0 irritate her. Jus like my br0! Haha! It runs in the bl00d dear. =P wen I 1st 1st t0k t0 her, I was like, “ HUH! She seemed kinda inn0cent le. N0t my type ” shes s0unded sweet, nice, gd mannered and all. But, I t0t she wasn’t like me. damn, I was wr0ng. we 1st met at Carref0ur. My 3 br0s, aziz was still in pram and wearing pampers. L0lx. 0h ya, with m0m 0s0. I was at sch00l. it was a Saturday, c0s I came wearing my mafti, aft NPCC Pa
rade. =) g0t l0st and 2nd br0 is the 0ne wh0 fetched me frm dun0 where. L0lx. I saw her, she smiled. I smiled. I was tinking in my heart, “ shall I behave like a wicked sister in law 0r be myself ” and I was myself. S00n after sh0pping in carref0ur and had lunch, Rahima n I were hand in hand. L0lx! Changed b0ifren edi. Hehe! We were t0king and t0king and t0king. My 2nd br0 was l00king at me 0ne kind. C0s the b0th us became mad. Started t0king like 00ru and0s. maybe we knew wads in the future, s0 she made me practice with her by t0king like hw, Indian nati0nals t0k English. 0MG! knew her f0r 4 yrs, and the b0nd is getting str0nger and str0nger. C0mpared t0 my 1st sister in law, tis gal, is much cl0ser t0 me. she l0ves me m0re den I l0ve her. If we sit d0wn n t0k, we’ll be t0king tis st0ry n tt st0ry. Nv seen her getting angry, till the day she came 0ver t0 my sch00l t0 study. She cldnt get her stuff right. L0lx. Nv seen her crying, till the day , my 2 br0s n m0m n I n her, wen t0 d0wnt0wn east. Dun0 why she cried, but I rec0rded it as a vide0. Wenever I see tt I’ll laugh. She l00ks simply cute. Haha! The rest 0f it, all 0f u n0e edi. =)
Wh0 else I missed? T0ld abt Muza, the gf, errmz.. the gf, g0t nth t0 say ah.. n0t tt cl0se.. s0, fuck her. Den Zack den Ima. Tts all rite? Shld be.. w0kay.. back t0 the st0ry. Need t0 tell u abt the characters mah! If n0t u’ll be, “ huh wh0 ima? Huh zack? Wh0 sia “ better tell b4 u msg me in msn. =P
S0, Zack and I decided t0 fake an argument between us. Wen, Muza called us t0 g0 0ut t0gether with his gf, we t0ld him in different smses, tt we’re b0th are n0t in t0king terms. And if we c0me, we w0nt t0k. we were sitting d0wn t0gether, while smsing him. laughing and saying wad a f00l he is. L0lx. He said, he’ll try t0 t0k t0 the 0ther party. He did. He really did. It sh0ws tt he really cared. S0 t0 make the argument seem true. Zakiyah t0ld me t0 call Rahima. All these ppl n0e wh0 she is, but nv see b4. And Zack said she’ll c0me t0 West C0ast Park with Muza and Benz while Rahima n I c0me t0gether.
It was 0n 20th sept. rahima and I arrived at Clementi b4 dem. I smsed Zack t0 tell me if they’re at the interchange. S0 as t0 av0id dem ah. We saw dem, b4 Zack replied me. aiy0. Rahima n I played s0me hide n seek in the interchange. Made dem tk the bus 1st. s0 by the time we t00k bus n reached WCP, it started t0 rain. I n ima, sat under a shelter, g0t wet, and waited f0r the rain t0 st0p, c0s we n0 umbrella. Den the her0, Muza, came. Br0ught 1 umbrella. Den we reached the Macd0nalds. Up0n reaching, I saw Benz face. I felt like g0ing up t0 her t0 slap her.
U n0e why.. 0k, if u n0e s0me0ne, n nv seen b4. And u n0e tt pers0n is c0ming t0 meet u n the rest. At least, u’ll be smiling and behaving pr0perly rite. She behaved as if shes the queen. Kaal mele kaal pottu, she had tt arr0gant n vain l00k. beside her, Zack was sitting. We b0th saw each 0ther, and cldnt c0ntr0l 0ur laughter. I straight wen t0 t0ilet with Rahima c0ming behind me. wen inside t0ilet edi, I laugh n laugh n laugh. Zack n I av0ided each 0thers eyes. We went t0 eat and all. Den we int0 the park.
Rain jus st0pped. We decided t0 tk pictures. Aft tt, we decided t0 play true 0r dare. Wen it came t0 me, I asked f0r a dare. All were thinking wad t0 d0. The genius Rahima said lets d0 a prank call. I was like.. prank call ah! 0k la.. shldnt be a pr0b. unless tt fella n0es wh0 am i. den, benz n muza were toking den suddenly laughing.. den benz said the 1st 4 numbers and Muza said the last 4. I asked dem, wads his name. Muza said, “ Asan ”
I called, put in l0ud speaker. He s0unded like he was sleeping. I wen abt faking myself. “ hi, im calling frm NUH, u hv an app0inment at 3pm. If u cant make it, pls inf0rm an hr earlier. Thank you “. He said, “ 0h ok.. thx.. where is it? Alrite. Thx.. “. Sec0nds ltr he said, “ I wad? App0intment? Eh, I dun hv any app0inment la “ den I said, “ it says here that u br0ke ur leg, and u’ve b00ked an app0inment t0day “. He was like blur n pissed. “ eh I dun hv any app0inment 0k.. wh0 are u lah.. “. I repeated, “ im a staff frm NUH “ . by tis time, every0ne started t0 giggle l0ud. S0 I had t0 end the call. I did. Den he called back. Asking wh0 am I n all. Den I said the truth ah, we’re jus playing dun tk it seriously and stop calling me back. Minutes later, Muza called Asan and t0ld the st0ry abt the prank call. Aft tt, Muza said tt Asan is in Ngee Ann. I was like WTF MAN. I was
relieved wen Zakiyah said he wldnt n0e me.
0h ya, during the game, Zakiyah n I br0ke the silence, we t0ld Muza tt we were playing with him. tt fella seemed sh0cked n all. But pretend tt he knew wad was happening. Stupid.
Den, we c0ntinued with de game. Aft 30 mins, Asan called my hp. He asked, wads my name. hw I got his number and all. I passed the hp to Muza, n he t0ld him again. I felt bad la.. he was sleeping,I w0ke him up saying he br0ke his leg all. 1st he believed den He got blur..
We wen back t0 mac t0 hv ice cream. Amazingly, Rahima was yakking away. She toked n toked n toked. N0n st0p sia. L0lx. But Benz, was having tt stupid arr0gant l00k. haiz. Stupid lady.
Aft being there f0r few hrs, we left. Muza and Ben t00k bus aft 0ne bus st0p. Rahima t00k frm the an0ther 0ne. but tt 3 ended up in the same bus. Zakiyah and I t00k a bus frm the bus st0p near Ginza. T0ked n t0ked.
The c0nversati0n was still in my mind. His v0ice lingered in my mind. Hehe! S0 I smsed him saying, “ hey im s0rry, we were jus playing. Dun take it t0 heart. “ he replied saying, its ok n my v0ice s0unded nice. I didn’t tell Zack I was msging him. hehehe! We were smsing n smsing n smsing. L0lx. Exchanged each 0ther’s email add t0 see friendster.
Tt time rite, Ghajini jus came 0ut. Den was watching tt m0vie, wen he called me. I said I was watching m0vie at h0me and wen it ends, I’ll sms u. if u’re slping by den , den nvm. He said he’ll wait for me. m0vie ended at 2am! I didn’t wan t0 sms him. c0s c0nfirm he slp edi. S0 I msged him tis, “ hey! M0vie jus ended. Its oredi 2am, I n0e u’re aslp. Its ok. Tk care. Nitez “ . 1 mins ltr or so, he called me. he said he was waiting f0r my sms. Haven slp. I was grinning. Hehe
Den we t0k n t0k, abt everyting. We had s0 many tings in similar. He was singing al0t 0f s0ngs. G0t t0 n0e he l0ves musics! Den at 3am, he asked me whether, I wanna spend and share my rest 0f life with him. sia la u shld hv seen me getting shy n all. Den I said, I need time. He said ok la.. take hw l0ng u wan. Den we started t0king. The 1st s0ng he sang, aft pr0p0sing t0 me was frm Karakaattakaaran, Maangkuyille. He sang,
“ Kudi iruppom koondu killiye konji kadappom vaadi vezhiye. Jada solli thaa paadi alaicchean sammathamnu sollu killiye. Saamattile vaare yemmaa saamanthippu thaare, kova paatu paarta yemmaa vantha vazhi pove “
Hehe! I g0t melted by his v0ice n the way he sings. I didn’t n0e him much den. He asked me f0r stead at 3am, I said I wanted s0me time. At 4am, I said, “ I wanna accept u whole heartedly. Th0ugh I duno u well, I wish I cld n0e u m0re. I wanna be with ya. Th0ugh I find it weird and funny tt im g0ing 0n with u aft kn0wing u f0r less den a day, I g0t the nambikkai den I’ll n0e u better den any0ne in the w0rld. “ he s0unded really really happy sia. He was expecting “ I love u “ frm me. haha. I said l0r. hehe!
S0 its,
21st September 2006, 4am
We t0tally 4g0t t0 see hw we l00k like in friendster. We met the every next day. Had an app0intment at NUH f0r my Asthma. Den he came al0ng with me. he was aft wrk. Hehehe! Smelly pig. L0lx. G0t curry all 0ne his shirt. He was paiseh ah.. den I said I didn’t mind.
Wen I saw him I was like, “OMG! Hes the 0ne????????????!! “ u n0e why.. c0s ah, in my sch00l rite, my blk rite, g0t a sh0p. I n my classmates, always buy snacks, drinks and all there. Den I saw him quite 0ften, I’ll see and sight adikkiraan den he’ll 0s0 l00k.. den 0ne day, dun0 why, wen I entered the sh0p, he started staring. Frm tt day 0nwards, I t0t, 0k.. n0 m0re l00king at him. N0 M0RE!
He saw me he was, “ u’re Nazirah?” I smiled.. we b0th thinking the same. Haha! Den I t0ld him that st0ry. Den he t0ld me why he stared at me. c0s, his fren, everytime sees me, and g0t a crush 0n me. but he saw me b4 his fren did. And he liked me. wanted t0 n0e me. since im always with my classmates, all Chinese, he dun dare c0me n t0k t0 me. he saw me few times with shamutha n nisha. But still dun dare. I was all the way shy shy. Den wen he said he didn’t dare c0nfr0nt me, I laughed n laughed. He said wen I laughed, I made his heart melt. And I said, “ guys, always say tis 0n the 1st day. Aft tt, u’ll say, eh stupid, st0p laughing like pisasu la “ n he laughed.
I had my 1st kiss with him in the shuttle bus t0 NUH. =$
Aft my app0inment, we wen 0ver his hse. I refused but he was begging me. he wanted t0 sh0wer den g0 t0 his br0’s hse, he t0ld me t0 c0me with him. t0 his hse la.. n0t br0’s hse. S0 wen there. Had fun.
Den, started t0 meet him alm0st everyday. He g0t t0 n0e abt me well.. same g0es f0r me. 0n the 3rd day itself, I started calling him, “ ma “ instead 0f his name. till t0day, I nv menti0ned his name t0 him. t0 0thers g0t ah.. but few times 0nli.
The very 1st time he left me was 0n 31st January 2007. 0n the 30th, we met, he held me cl0se, kissed me like hard n sang t0uching t0uching s0ngs. He was h0lding me cl0se t0 him frm the time he met me. wen he had t0 g0, he t0ld me he really l0ve me and dun wanna l0se me. I g0t a taxi f0r him. I was 0utside, he was inside. I was waving till the taxi is 0ut 0f my sight. Tt very nite, he called me.. t0k t0 me till 6 am.. he had t0 be at the airport at 6am. He hang up at 4.30am, t0 sh0wer den called back at 10mins later.
0ne thing he said, made me cry. He said, wen we were waving, he l00ked at the driver t0 say s0me directi0ns.. and wen he l00ked back t0 wave at me. I was g0ne. I was g0ne means, the taxi turned, and he cldnt see me as I was blocked by walls. And he started t0 cry. And he said, “ nee irrukkum pothu arume theriyille, ippe nee illai nu therinjathum, manasu udainthuvittathu. “
We missed each 0ther f0r 3 mths. Den he promised and ensure me tt I’ll always be his. So we b0th learnt t0 live life as it is. We n0e tt we b0th are there, in each 0ther’s heart. He made me strong. He made me belief in myself n him. in fact he made me change frm bad, notti to a gd gal hehe. Used t0 call him everyday using internati0nal calling card. But n0w, he t0ld me t0 call 3 days 0nce. C0s im using the m0ney t0 eat t0 buy card. S0, he n0t happy. But n0w, im calling him like 5 days 0nce n all. N0t tt I dun miss him. I d0. But I wan him t0 d0 wadever he is d0ing really well. I d0wan distract him. but he’ll sc0ld me if I nv call. Haha. He n I cant keep quiet if we dun call for minimum 3 days. Haha. So on the 4th day, he’ll call and ask, eh why nv call, where u go, which guy u’re with? F0r fun ah..
N0w is August, 4 m0re mths f0r my baby t0 c0me. next m0nth is 0ur 1 yr. but we aren’t beside each 0ther n0w.
Many ppl I n0e are celebrating their anniversary.. smtimes I feel jealous. Most 0f the time, I’ll be tinking, its ok la.. I’ll hv my turn.. and I bet it’ll be better den all these ppl. =)
The End
Tts my st0ry! H0w is it? Theres m0re anyway. But u guys, had read it in the post. Bit here n there. S0 tts all f0r n0w..
HAPPY ???
