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Monday, 30th July 2007
i fasted(puasa) tt day. t0t 0f repaying f0r th0se days i cant fast & purp0sely br0ke my fast. its a sin, i n0e.. ( Stares Sharply at Prince.. )
its really very hard t0 fast wen its n0t the fasting m0nth. c0s we believe tt the evil is being l0cked up during the fasting m0nth, like tis, we'll find it easier t0 fast c0s there'll b n0 disturbance 0r urges t0 d0 bad stuffs n stuff. s0 since its n0t a fasting mth, and the evil are still 0ut there, i f0und it realli hard t0 fast. i had few fr0m my class saying, aiyah.. dun fast t0day la.. see ur v0ice very s0re.. g0 buy water g0.. tmr can fast. But i was like s0.. good? ok fine.. i was like a gd gal, i said, d0wan la.. weneva i wanna fast, its like i cant c0s i feel thirsty, gastric, wanna faint n all.. nvm la.. smm0re an0ther 4 hrs can break fast edi.. Vivian t0ld me t0 fast 0n fridays as the day ends early. i prefer having sch00l wen im fasting.. u n0e t0 0ccupy my time. if im at h0me, i'll like feel s0 tempted t0 eat 0r drink. All she replied f0r tis is, " sleep l0r " hw l0ng u wan me t0 slp..
s0 yea.. finished sch00l edi.. wen h0me.. sh0wered, prayed. watched "K00dal Nagar". Bharat's new m0vie. hes d0ing a d0uble r0le. kinda b0ring but i like the way he dances.. hehe! put the ch0c0late yummy cakes m0m did the day bef0re in the caurry bag. den left f0r tuiti0n in jur0ng. the hse is near the jur0ng m0sque. everytime must walk pass the m0sque. it nv 0ccur t0 me but 0nli 0n tt day.. smth t0ld me, since im fasting, why dun i d0 s0me gd stuffs.
i t0t, its 7.10pm. The call f0r prayer is at 7.21pm. i can break fast there. drink water n bit 0f the cake den pray den rush t0 tuiti0n . arnd 7.30 can reach there.. tts wad i t0t.
end up, reaching there at 7.48pm. i was really sh0ck n happy at the same time. im kinda familiar with tt m0sque c0s my 2 br0s studied kindergarden there and m0m used t0 bring me there t00.. she cld, c0s she was a teacher there. used t0 run here n there, play, get l0st, cry, eat, anyhw anyhw pray all.. haha.. y0ung mah! den f0r few mths, they ren0vated the m0sque. it l00ks nice. but all the nice mem0ries vanished c0s, n0 m0re familiar places.. s0, up0n reaching there i s0mehw g0t l0st and i was wandering arnd finding f0r the females' prayer hall. its a g00d ting i knew malay.
i saw the sign saying, " Muslimah Tandas Dan Solat ". Direct translate: female muslims toilet and prayer hall
wen i 0pened the d00r, i saw a 0ld lady. she was s00000 friendly.. asked her wheres the t0ilet s0 tt i can wash up n d0 the necessary things f0r prayers. the t0ilet was jus beside me.. arggh! After everyting, i was jus checking myself at the mirr0r wen i heard the call f0r prayers.. i t0talli 4g0t tt i was fasting. i quickly ran 0ut.. saw a lady running.. i ran aft her. dun0 why 0s0.. l0lx.. den 0ut the prayer hall, i saw tt 0ld lady wit her 0ld 0ld frens, all breaking fast.. den 0nli i rmb i was fasting.. i was abt t0 sit d0wn t0 drink water wen tt lady 0ffered me dates. the dates we use t0 break fast with. its n0t nice t0 turn d0wn an 0ffer. s0mem0re im fasting, its gd t0 break it with dates. s0 i t00k 0ne n sat d0wn.. sl0wly eat den drink water. man, i was super full. really!! i t0t 0f 0ffering my cake t0 dem.. but i was like kinda scared.. scared they might finish it with0ut making me taste m0m's cake. tts a realli stupid tinking. i was like sc0lding myself wen an0ther call f0r prayer came. s0, i t00k my bag n wen in t0 pray t0gether.. aft tt, we hv t0 recite s0me prayers.. but i quickly made a s0me prayer n left. c0s it was 7.40pm!! aaaahhhhhhh.. 0n the way 0ut, i t00k 0ut the cake n SWALLOWED dem in.. arggh.. i dun0 wads the taste. i shld hv given dem if i n0e im g0nna swall0w dem.. shit la..
at 7.40pm, it was amazingly super dark. i l00ked up, the sky had grey n 0range c0l0ur. its g0nna rain! weeeee!! i was swall0wing the cake, hurrying t0 the hse wen it started t0 drizzle. i had tis huge urge t0 play in the rain.. but i cant! by the time i reached the hse, i was half wet, damn full and messy. t0ld dem i wen t0 the m0sque t0 pray. m0m was alrite with it. the less0n was alrite. they didnt mk much tr0uble.
at 9.30pm, i left the hse feeling happy.. c0s i fasted, c0s i was treated nicely at the m0sque, c0s it rained, while tinking, i saw a chinese c0uple under the blk.. hugging and p0inting at 0ne magazine. the gal was t0king den the guy suddenly kiss her 0n the cheeks.. haha.. sweet. t0t 0f Prince f0r a while..
didnt call him since friday.. n0 m0ney t0 buy the card.. i was tinking, tuesday i'll get the m0ney, den wednesday g0 buy n call him. i was trying t0 imagine wad he'll say t0 me f0r calling after s0 l0ng.. he'll say why nv call? f0r new bf edi ah? t00 busy d0ing wad? i missed him.. i cr0ssed the r0ad, sat at the bus st0p, read the b00k rahima b0rr0wed f0r herself. l0lx! listened t0 s0ngs frm d0p0d. den suddenly, n0 s0ng came.. i was t00 engr0ssed in the b00k, wen i suddenly find the music has st0pped. thinking s0me0ne called, i pressed the butt0n with0ut having a l00k at the f0ne. i heard a familiar v0ice.. the v0ice i knew n fall f0r 10 mths ag0. he g0t tis habit frm me.. after saying hell0, he'll say "ma? " s0 he wen like tis.. " hell0? hell0? ma? ma can hear me ma? " waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
i l0st myself there.. l0lx.. n he asked me why i nv call? like expected he said, " find new guy edi ah? " haha! i said i was busy n all.. he said with wad? busy finding new guy? i said im busy studying n all.. no time t0 call him.. g0t better stuffs t0 d0.. l0lx.. n he started teasing me n all.. said he'll call ltr in the nite.. aft i hang up, the s0ng " thaaliye thevailla " resumed.. i smiled.. i recalled wadever we t0ked in tt 1.02mins. i was smiling smiling sia.. cldnt wait f0r him t0 call me.. i wanna tell him abt my kindergarden bf.. l0lx..
i reached h0me, 0n pc.. wen t0 wash up.. t0ld m0m was happened in the m0sque.. she said gd la.. see u fast tts why g0t nanmai all.. den ate.. den checked wh0s 0nline n all.. saw Prince 0nline.. wahh.. great surprise.. we bullied each 0ther 0nline.. den he said he cldnt call me.. i t0ld him tt was fine.. he made me happy f0r 1 week aft tt call.. he said L0000000SUUUUUUU! haha.. den i t0ld him abt my bf. he said.. " 0h.. tts why la u nv call me.. since u g0t ur 0ld fren back.. d0wan me la.. like tt la.. fine la.. " haha.. i cld see jeal0usy in his w0rds.. haha! the m0re he gets angry 0r jeal0us, the m0re i l0ve him.. hahaha!
wen t0 bed, happy happy..
Tuesday, 31st July 2007
Had IA lab test. super easy la.. nazirah yaaru! l0lx.. was in the 2nd grp which is @ 10.15am. g0t the chance 0f slping abit m0re. den wen f0r lunch wit Vicknes laughed al0t.. tt guy is a j0ker la.. den Anand came by t0 submit MC c0s he was having fits.. i mean having c0ld. an excuse n0t t0 g0 wrk. he ate ice kachang th0ugh he was having a c0ld. stupid guy.. den at 1pm wen f0r an0ther tut0rial. last lab. HAPPY! den had PCN lab test. i was like.. shit nv bring lapt0p!! i didnt bring c0s i n0e i'd be with vicky.. i n0e g0t 2 test but i t0t PCN n0 need lapt0p! i msged Vicki, the chinese gal.. ask her lend her lap. she did.. s0000 nice 0f her.. like usual, PCN was easy =)
aft tt wen back h0me.. g0t 0ff the bus near my hse, wen i saw m0m n aziz at the playgrnd. j0ined dem.. sat 0n 0ne 0f the r0cking h0rse.. n was r0cking.. 2 babies were there.. played wit dem using aziz's ball.. den aft 45 mins, i left.. was hungry. watched, monday's "Hikmah" n ate.. den m0m n aziz came back h0me.. arnd 7.45pm, Siva aka J0ma called.. t0ked t0 him.. all the way t0 tuiti0n.. near my hse 0ne.. den teach teach.. was happy tt i'll be getting $100.. den wed can g0 buy card n call Prince.. but den.. the parents t0talli f0rg0t abt it.. =( will be getting the m0ney 0n thursday.. m0nday Prince said, dun buy the card n he'll buy n call me today.. den he nv.... sad sad.. but den, was happy tt i t0ked t0 him 0n M0nday!!
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Wednesday, 1st August 2007
lemme see wad i did t0day? b0ught cheese bread near yt mrt den wen sch00l.. had 3 hrs 0f lecture. manage t0 slp f0r the 1st hr.. read b00k 2nd hr, g0 0nline 3rd hr.. den b0ught a cup 0f c0ke frm vending machine den wen t0 my usual hang 0ut. t0day's wed, s0 Nisha n Shamutha will b wit me.. reached there b4 dem.. shared the cheese bread.. n shared my c0ke wit Shamutha.. she l0ves calling me Naz baby.. n nisha purposely will call me BANUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.. she l0ves t0 drag the "nu" l0lx. aft 1 hr break was my 1hr tut0rial den tts all f0r the day.. lazy t0 g0.. s0 stayed wit dem.. they had 2 hrs 0f break.. since we're in the same class n grp f0r the India m0dule.. we decided t0 decide 0n the pr0ject which was due tis friday. wah lau.. last min sia.. decided 0n Indian F00d Cuisine.. planned t0 buy s0me sweetmeats like paal g0va, laddu, etc den give the class t0 taste bit.. we had fun while discussing.. listen t0 s0ngs.. manage t0 watch "Deepavali" 's last part. l0lx.. den i left h0me while they wen t0 class..
i reached my bl0ck edi, den i saw tis familiar figure sitting d0wn.. back facing me.. was trying t0 see the face wen smth wen int0 my eyes.. i was twitching n trying t0 get the damn thing 0ut.. wen i heard tt fig saying " eeeeh ehhhhh " with the deeeeeep t0ne.. i turn n i saw.. it was my ustaz.. an 0ld uncle 0f mine...
prabz rmb tt day an uncle came wen u were with me in the ward? tt man l0r..
den i salaam him.. he ask hws everyting.. wen i started gg sch00l n all.. den i was like l00king t0wards my br0's PAP. since its time f0r him t0 g0 h0me.. i didnt see my m0m.. it seemed like i was hinting him.. he said, m0m n dad wen up t0 dress up.. den i ask, g0 where? he said.. tekka la! mane lagi (where else) den he ask me t0 c0me.. i said i g0t tuiti0n at 7.. den he said.. 7 0nli.. g0 g0 put ur bag n c0me d0wn.. weeeeeeee! i ran up.. l0lx.. bumped int0 dad.. l0lx.. den made m0m stay with me while i wash up n get smth t0 bite.. den aft tt.. wen tekka in uncle's taxi.. laughed al0t in the car.. den ate paper th0sai.. dad n i share.. den wen t0 buy shirts f0r br0 n dad.. den wen mustafa centre.. b0ught ch0c0lates, tidbits, pistachu n a few 0ther things.. suddenly i saw a familiar head trying t0 scare my m0m.. it was rahima.. she said smth abt balls being l0st.. (ermz?) L0Lx! happen t0 l00k at her feet.. n she was wearing a WHITE SH0E! hahaha! l00ks weird 0n her.. tudung den wear jeans n sch00l sh0e kind. l0lx! she was like.. eh eh dun la.. den ran 0ff wit her frens.. l0lx.. l00su..
den waited f0r br0 t0 fetch us.. arnd 8 plus we reached h0me..
0h yea.. i cancelled the jur0ng tuiti0n.. c0s i n0e i cant reach 0n time.. came h0me edi.. daddy feed me with r0jak.. den n0w bl0gging! tts all f0r t0day!!
♥ TrappedButterfly
