Be in my shoes & u’ll noe, its easy to tok. But im very sure tt, no matter how much u convince me by saying it’ll be all over wen u wake up on Tuesday, I’ll still feel afraid n scared..
Well, tts jus me. I cant take pain. Im aint boasting, but I realized, im one of the few women, we cant tahan a small pain.

It takes a small scratch & u’ll see me screaming all arnd the hse.. well, im brought up tt way..

With no pain & tears.

But see now.. aiyoo..

Daddy was wit me for the 1st time wen I got wen for blood test. Need to do one b4 operation. Mom was outside the room wit lil bro, but can see dem frm where I was.. dad beside me. he pressed my head against his belly wen the needle wen in.. haha.. daddy, me love u! den wen I lift up my head, guess wad I saw, my little brother video-ing the whole thing wit mommy’s hp cam. My reaction, the way the injection wen in, the way dad held me, the one tear which came down.. wahh.. he can be a photographer. Its so natural u noe.. haha… n mom dowan delete it. Paiseh le..

Bleah.. I duno wad to write further. I jus lost my mood every since I left KK hosp.
Doc said I gotta do a surgery asap cos I started bleeding 2 days ago. Which I SHOULDN’T. but I did.. now wad I worry is, wad happens to my common test? My studies? My condition? Will I recover by den? Wad will happen to my dreams of being a teacher? Wad will happen to my dreams of doing NIE with Rahima, Nisha & Shamutha? Mmm.. some qns were answered by my senior lecturer, Mr Lee TP..

Common test can be done once I come back, will be considered 1st attempt. Studies I can resume it. But if I really haven recover by then, I hv to defer my semester.
Will I recover? It depends on me & my body…
My dreams.. I’ll make it happen no matter wad. But.. going NIE with my 3 darlings, possible & impossible.

Everyone jus pray for me!

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28th May : Getting admitted. Need to be in KK Hospital by 1pm.
29th May : My surgery at 11am. 1 hr surgery.
28th May to 1st June : In Hospital. (Monday to Friday)
I noe my section. Tt is B2. But no idea abt ward n bed number. If anyone of u got the idea of visiting me, (CAUTION: I nv say must visit), call me, before coming down. I’ll tell u my ward n bed number. If u dun hv my hp number, go KK, tell my name to the receptionist n get my ward n bed number. Thx!

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