Sunday, July 20, 2008 | 12:43 AM | 0 Comments
It's not the same without you, no matter how hard I try. It hurts so much sometimes, I try so hard not to cry. I miss you every night; I don't know what to do. Cause, as I lay here, all I can think about is you. You're the man of my dreams and mine to keep. The touch of your skin, igniting a fire in me so deep, I'm so happy that we met, I truly have no regrets. Our passionate lovemaking, I'll never forget. I guess that what I'm trying to say, I miss and love you with every passing day. It hurts me not see you or to know you're ok. Will you think of me and look forward to a new day? Every little kiss from you was like a dream come true. This love that i have inside my heart, it all belongs to you. My feelings for you, I can't deny and will never hide. I truly care for you with feelings deep inside. Even though I know we're many miles apart, I want you to know I've loved you from the start. No matter how long we're apart, just know you hold my heart. I've taken heart that belongs only to you. And put it in a box that no one can shatter, Because with you in my life, NOTHING ELSE MATTERS! ! ! I sit in my dark room lit only by a stray moonlight ray, Enjoying the quiet darkness after a long hard day. I can hear the rain as it falls from the sky to the ground, And feel the sadness in my heart that you're not around. Oh darling, I wish I could explain how I feel without you. An empty shell with a desire that goes all the way through Like the man whose life is without meaning or reward For you are the center and are all that puts it into accord. When I am away from you my soul hurts with an ache There's no way that I can be happy, I can not even fake. For you are my everything and all that keeps me going More I am away from you, the more I feel it growing. When you're with me, I feel so special each and every time So wonderful that if any better, then it would be a crime I know that you have other friends that force you to decide But you never make me feel guilty, intruding or put aside All that I feel from you is that I am your number one It makes me smile cause I am the earth to your sun You are the center with your sparkling eyes and smile So when I touch you, it is like it is you and I on an isle. I miss you so much sweetie that I can't explain how much There is such a loneliness inside of me for your touch My mind cries out to be with you no matter what the cost Please hun, please understand that without you, I am lost I am dying to hold you tight in my arms until the sun rises To feel the warmth of your sexy body with all its surprises My body remembers your scent and how it drove me wild That scent has a passion and seduction but yet is so mild. When I kiss that neck of yours, I feel a part of me reacting It's a piece of me that I can not hide with any type of acting If you could hug me close, you would know how I feel You react with a smile and my heart you would steal I feel your kisses on my neck as I think of your lips I would pull you closer with my hands on your hips Closer and closer to my body so there is no room between Feeling kiss after kiss as I lovingly caress those blue jeans So tell me sweetheart, can you tell that I miss you yet? Can you tell that I want to be with you without regret? So until I am with you again and feel your warmth to mine I will miss you and look forward to the time when we dine. When we two parted In silence and tears, Half broken-hearted, To sever for years, Pale grew thy cheek and cold, Colder thy kiss; Truly that hour foretold Sorrow to this. The dew of the morning Sank chill on my brow It felt like the warning Of what I feel now. Thy vows are all broken, And light is thy fame: I hear thy name spoken, And share in its shame. They name thee before me, A knell to mine ear; A shudder comes o'er me Why wert thou so dear? They know not I knew thee, Who knew thee too well: Long, long shall I rue thee Too deeply to tell. In secret we met In silence I grieve That thy heart could forget, Thy spirit deceive. If I should meet thee After long years, How should I greet thee? With silence and tears. Writing this makes me tear.. tell me hw l0ng will i be happy like this? the last p0em was stolen fr0m the net.. will my happiness last? i cant tink 0f any 0ther guy being my Mr. Right wen B0yy is always by my side.. i cant get 0ver it.. i wan B0yy s0 much th0ugh i n0e i cant. why G0d testing me like this.. i cant bear it.. |
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