Monday, July 6, 2009 | 1:24 AM | 0 Comments
i was listening t0 this s0ng in my lappy and this s0ng came.. and the last part, made me sad..
Kannimaigal Kai Thattiye Unnai Mella Azahkiradhey
Un Seviyil Vizha Villaya Ullam Konjam Valikirathey
Unnarage Naan Irundhum Unmai Solla Thunivu Illai
Kaigalile Viral Irandhum Kaigal Korka Mudiyavillai
Unnai Enakku Pidikkum Adhai Solvadhil Thaane Thayakkam
Neeye Sollum Varaikkum En Kadhalum Kaathu Kidakkum
Dhinam Dhinam Kanavil Vandhu Vidu
Nam Thirumana Azhaipidhaz Thanthu Vidu
Direct Translation :
Eye lashes are shutting( as in clapping ) t0 s0ftly call u.
My heart hurts not be in ur shadow,
though im near u, i dun hv the braveness to tell u the truth.
though i've fingers in my hand, i cant be hand in hand with u.
I hesitate to say, I Like You, to u.
My love will wait till u say it.
Everyday, come into my dreams
Give me the invitation of Our wedding
This part is fr0m 3.22 to 4.03 mins. if u duno the language/song, jus read my rough translation in english and play from 3.22 and jus fit the words/thinking inside, every pause is one sentence. and it'll be obvious. eye lashes shutting, she'll be blinking.. and the fingers part, she'll be interlocking her fingers.
♥ TrappedButterfly
Vasantham Star 2009
| 12:43 AM | 0 Comments
went t0 vstar auditi0n at mediac0rp, f0r B0yy with Zakiyah..
it was a tense m0ment f0r B0yy.. his hand was super shaky bef0re entering t0 register!! we reached there at 12pm, and he came 0ut at 3.45pm, s0 l0ng siaaaaaa!
lucky i had zakiyah, if n0t i'd have died in b0red0m. l0l. and,
B0yy didnt make it.
the 20 ppl infr0nt 0f him, all cldnt make it. even in the news, they said, this time its g0nna be t0ugh.
yea wad d0 u expect;
1st vstar, Shabir, wh0 had a unique v0ice, entered by public v0tes.
2nd vstar, Ebi Shankara, wh0 dun even n0e hw t0 c0nstruct a full tamil sentence, w0n by public v0tes t00, and he l0ves shaking his butt, literally.
0f c0s, n0w, they wanna make it seri0us.
B0yy said b4 entering, he jus wanna try it 0ut, nv get nvm..
he came 0ut smiling.
zakiyah kinda fall f0r it tt he w0n..
but i n0e tt, tt b0yy will smile even th0ugh he l0st. tts him. l0l.
gd sport. heeee!
but i was super disapp0inted.
while he wasnt having tt much 0f aftermath.
seri0usly, i expected him t0 get thru. the expectation of the judges was very high. i tried keeping it aside and happy tt he still can try next time. but i cnt. but s00n, i g0t distracted and i was 0k edi.
and it started t0 rain heavily wen he came 0ut, we waited awhile and started walking wen it slightly drizzled.
half way, it p0ured like ppl urine sia.
den g0t shelter under a tree! 0mg. den we heck care and walked under the rain t0 the bus st0p.
t00k t0 BB.
and it was freezing in the busssss!!
ate at the chicken rice stall..
den went t0 west mall t0 l00k arnd and zakiyah headed back 1st.
she had prayers at hm.
b0yy and i hang arnd at harvey n0rman.
they having sale sia..
b0yy b0ught a
samsung TV f0r $499, UP: $1099
tt TV, has PC output.
tt means, he can hv tt as a Desktop Monitor.
COOL SHIT
s00n, gtg t0 Sim lim t0 get CPU and Keyboard and m0use.
weeeeeee!
and b4 we b0ught the TV,
he went t0 sm0ke again..
sm0ke n sm0ke n sm0ke, 0ne day die. bec0me spirit and c0me t0 me and ask f0r my 4giveness. stupid sm0king ass-ed guy.
s0rry,
it jus pissed me wenever he sm0kes. and if he d0esnt sm0ke, he'll get al0t 0f temper, and i get it.
NEXT AVAILABLE PERSON: NASEERA BANU!
yay!
he'll literally call n sc0ld u n0e. basket.
s0 anyway, aft he SM0KED! he suddenly grabbed my face and said,
"Ma, why u have s0 much trust 0n me?"
i oredi pissed tt he sm0ked s0 many times tdy, i jus l00ked at him and said,
" HUH, WHAT? WHAT TRUST?"
he smiled. l0l. he said,
" i n0e, u're much m0re disapp0inted den me, tt i didnt win. i didnt want t0 make u disapp0inted, i wanted t0 make u pr0ud. i d0wan t0 give u any m0re disapp0intment. i cant bear u getting disapp0inted.."
i said, "disapp0inted disapp0inted disapp0inted disapp0inted (imitating the way he said), u 0k 0r n0t, where u g0t "disapp0inted" me b4?"
he l00ked away, n said,
"pr0mised u tt i'd marry u............................................"
i said, " ehh.. shhh.. dun say like tt.. its n0t ur fault. we're n0t meant t0 be t0gether as a husband and wife, at least we're tgther as frens rite? and u didnt win in vstar, isnt in ur hands t00. u sing well. the w0rld n0es tt. maybe its n0t ur time n0w.. aiy0.. disapp0inted disapp0inted disapp0inted"
He said laughing, " i really like u alot.. "
and he gave a peck on my lips.
i was like
whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
aft like s00000 many days? aft like 2/3 mths!!!!!
i g0t a kiss fr0m him!!!!!!! weeeeeeeee!
0h well.. i was like kinda screaming s0ftly, and he laughed and smacked me hard 0n my arm.
damn..
happiness disappeared immediately. basket.
den we b0ught the tv and headed h0me.
and hes staying in my female c0usin's hse, Gina akka's hse. her br0 came 0ver, David br0.
and he's int0 music t00. end up Br0 n B0yy were t0king abt musics and etc f0r damn l0ng.
den he called me, t0 c0mplain,
"waaaah, t0k 0k la..
but t0k n t0k n t0k n t0k, N0T 0K LAHHHH!"
den he asked me abt the f00d stall n etc, and i was telling him wad t0 d0 and my opinions and i was impressed tt he didnt interupt me.
0nce i was d0ne t0king he said, " N0 w0nder, ur br0 0s0 like this."
i said, " like wad? "
he said, " like u la.. t0k n t0k n t0k. n0 break, n0 intermissi0n." l0l.
and i said, " like br0 like sis laaaa.. jealous ah.."
and i gave him a pr0mise,
1." N0T T0 TALK M0RE DEN 20 W0RDS, UNLESS NEED T0 ELAB0RATE"
and 2nd pr0mise was d0ne in west mall, b4 buying tv, c0s he said, " dun hv t00 much trust 0n me, c0s, i tend t0 disapp0int u.
" 2. n0t t0 hv t00 much trust 0n him..
s0 wadever he said aft the pr0mise,
even wen he said, " i g0 toilet "
i said, " i dun trust u. wait i f0ll0w u. "
we l0ve teasing each 0ther!
weeeeeeeeeee
when he gets married, it'll be a wh0le different st0ry.
im scared. :(
m0re pics t0 c0me fr0m Zakiyah!!
it was a tense m0ment f0r B0yy.. his hand was super shaky bef0re entering t0 register!! we reached there at 12pm, and he came 0ut at 3.45pm, s0 l0ng siaaaaaa!
lucky i had zakiyah, if n0t i'd have died in b0red0m. l0l. and,
B0yy didnt make it.
the 20 ppl infr0nt 0f him, all cldnt make it. even in the news, they said, this time its g0nna be t0ugh.
yea wad d0 u expect;
1st vstar, Shabir, wh0 had a unique v0ice, entered by public v0tes.
2nd vstar, Ebi Shankara, wh0 dun even n0e hw t0 c0nstruct a full tamil sentence, w0n by public v0tes t00, and he l0ves shaking his butt, literally.
0f c0s, n0w, they wanna make it seri0us.
B0yy said b4 entering, he jus wanna try it 0ut, nv get nvm..
he came 0ut smiling.
zakiyah kinda fall f0r it tt he w0n..
but i n0e tt, tt b0yy will smile even th0ugh he l0st. tts him. l0l.
gd sport. heeee!
but i was super disapp0inted.
while he wasnt having tt much 0f aftermath.
seri0usly, i expected him t0 get thru. the expectation of the judges was very high. i tried keeping it aside and happy tt he still can try next time. but i cnt. but s00n, i g0t distracted and i was 0k edi.
and it started t0 rain heavily wen he came 0ut, we waited awhile and started walking wen it slightly drizzled.
half way, it p0ured like ppl urine sia.
den g0t shelter under a tree! 0mg. den we heck care and walked under the rain t0 the bus st0p.
t00k t0 BB.
and it was freezing in the busssss!!
ate at the chicken rice stall..
den went t0 west mall t0 l00k arnd and zakiyah headed back 1st.
she had prayers at hm.
b0yy and i hang arnd at harvey n0rman.
they having sale sia..
b0yy b0ught a
samsung TV f0r $499, UP: $1099
tt TV, has PC output.
tt means, he can hv tt as a Desktop Monitor.
COOL SHIT
s00n, gtg t0 Sim lim t0 get CPU and Keyboard and m0use.
weeeeeee!
and b4 we b0ught the TV,
he went t0 sm0ke again..
sm0ke n sm0ke n sm0ke, 0ne day die. bec0me spirit and c0me t0 me and ask f0r my 4giveness. stupid sm0king ass-ed guy.
s0rry,
it jus pissed me wenever he sm0kes. and if he d0esnt sm0ke, he'll get al0t 0f temper, and i get it.
NEXT AVAILABLE PERSON: NASEERA BANU!
yay!
he'll literally call n sc0ld u n0e. basket.
s0 anyway, aft he SM0KED! he suddenly grabbed my face and said,
"Ma, why u have s0 much trust 0n me?"
i oredi pissed tt he sm0ked s0 many times tdy, i jus l00ked at him and said,
" HUH, WHAT? WHAT TRUST?"
he smiled. l0l. he said,
" i n0e, u're much m0re disapp0inted den me, tt i didnt win. i didnt want t0 make u disapp0inted, i wanted t0 make u pr0ud. i d0wan t0 give u any m0re disapp0intment. i cant bear u getting disapp0inted.."
i said, "disapp0inted disapp0inted disapp0inted disapp0inted (imitating the way he said), u 0k 0r n0t, where u g0t "disapp0inted" me b4?"
he l00ked away, n said,
"pr0mised u tt i'd marry u............................................"
i said, " ehh.. shhh.. dun say like tt.. its n0t ur fault. we're n0t meant t0 be t0gether as a husband and wife, at least we're tgther as frens rite? and u didnt win in vstar, isnt in ur hands t00. u sing well. the w0rld n0es tt. maybe its n0t ur time n0w.. aiy0.. disapp0inted disapp0inted disapp0inted"
He said laughing, " i really like u alot.. "
and he gave a peck on my lips.
i was like
whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
aft like s00000 many days? aft like 2/3 mths!!!!!
i g0t a kiss fr0m him!!!!!!! weeeeeeeee!
0h well.. i was like kinda screaming s0ftly, and he laughed and smacked me hard 0n my arm.
damn..
happiness disappeared immediately. basket.
den we b0ught the tv and headed h0me.
and hes staying in my female c0usin's hse, Gina akka's hse. her br0 came 0ver, David br0.
and he's int0 music t00. end up Br0 n B0yy were t0king abt musics and etc f0r damn l0ng.
den he called me, t0 c0mplain,
"waaaah, t0k 0k la..
but t0k n t0k n t0k n t0k, N0T 0K LAHHHH!"
den he asked me abt the f00d stall n etc, and i was telling him wad t0 d0 and my opinions and i was impressed tt he didnt interupt me.
0nce i was d0ne t0king he said, " N0 w0nder, ur br0 0s0 like this."
i said, " like wad? "
he said, " like u la.. t0k n t0k n t0k. n0 break, n0 intermissi0n." l0l.
and i said, " like br0 like sis laaaa.. jealous ah.."
and i gave him a pr0mise,
1." N0T T0 TALK M0RE DEN 20 W0RDS, UNLESS NEED T0 ELAB0RATE"
and 2nd pr0mise was d0ne in west mall, b4 buying tv, c0s he said, " dun hv t00 much trust 0n me, c0s, i tend t0 disapp0int u.
" 2. n0t t0 hv t00 much trust 0n him..
s0 wadever he said aft the pr0mise,
even wen he said, " i g0 toilet "
i said, " i dun trust u. wait i f0ll0w u. "
we l0ve teasing each 0ther!
weeeeeeeeeee
when he gets married, it'll be a wh0le different st0ry.
im scared. :(
m0re pics t0 c0me fr0m Zakiyah!!
♥ TrappedButterfly
