The case of the missing Tagboard!
Where is my tagboard? Ever since I changed my blog skin.. its gone.. :( gt an email add of someone who can deal with my prob. Emailed him/her..been a day.. no reply. I so miss my tagboard… for no reason. Wahahaha~
1st of all, like wad I said in the previous post, I DIDN’T go out with Shamz babe. She had smth on. But, my date with Nisha was still on. So met her arnd 12.30pm.. wen IMM. Den ate. Laughed. Den wen 0ff to BBDC. Jus in time for her BTT. She wen in without studying. Biasaaaa..
Den came out aft 20 mins, SMILING. I tot she passed. But didn’t. crazy babe. Den we went on to book her BTT and my FTT. Not in the same day. Hers is this month. Mine is 7th Apr. so I’ve to company her to her BTT. And she’ll accompany me to FTT. A compulsory thingy by Nisha the Idiot. Aft tt, Zakiyah didn’t come. Cos she said her school might end late.. =( den boy smsed me saying nt to wait for him. wrk end late. =( so in the end, Nisha & I wen to Lot 1.. shopped and window shopped den wen back home.
B4 all this happen.. the nite b4… Sunday 6th april. We kinda fought. Boy n I. wen I asked abt why u hugged and etc. if I conclude wad we toked, I can say, HE misunderstood the points I was saying. So therefore, the fight and the cryings happen. And Monday morning, I had a chat with Zakiyah ma in msn. I was telling her wadever we fought n I cried while msging her. She was kinda upset. And she wanted to help me and so she msged him. and den is wen I left my hse to meet Nisha. And den the angry boy, we didn’t sms/call me aft the fight, msged me angrily and he somehw showed the anger on Zakiyah. And aiyah.. he was super pissed with me and all. He was oso angry with zaki who tried to come in between to help solve our relationship prob. In the end, she got hurt. Boy was upset abt tt oso.. but he tried nt to show.
Tt same nite, boy called. I purposely didn’t answer till he gave me 3 missed calls. He simply asked “ wads in ur heart now ” den’s when I start telling everything… I jus wan tis idiot to be happy la.. so.. while toking to him, he n I noe tt I was trying my best to keep my tears inside my eyes.. my voice being shaky..
Like wad his fren Vinod said, “ u’re like a baby to him.. if u get hurt, the mom will cry for the baby.. same thing.. and it goes for him to, hes like a baby.. get tk it to see u getting hurt.. “
So, yea, he heard my voice like tt, I can hear him giving soft sobs.. I let him cry.. I jus wan him to cry his heart out instead of putting it in his heart. In between the sobs, he’d say, “ ma I wanna meet u now.. I wanna hug u.. “ haha.. hes hurt.. he wans me.. but.. haiz…. I’ve seen many guys crying infront of me… hes one special..
He was jus sobbing away.. cldnt tk it.. den finally I made a conclusi0n.. den onli he felt super damn happy. Den he started making promises.. tt he wanna die die meet me every Sunday, even if its for an hour. He wans to b there for me.. gd or bad. He wans me to ask him for things. Like if I wan smth, dun be quiet like im usually am and ASK him. I said I’ll try my best. Lol. Im not the type who goes arnd asking things. If I get it, I’ll happily accept it. If I dun get it, I’ll jus let my heart feel happy for awhile den 4get abt tt thing.. he doesn’t like this character. He said, if I WAN, JUS ASK! Lol. And he promised me a lot of other stuffs. I lazy to type & oso, he promised not to tell anyone.. so im telling the things tt can be told out. Hehe.
He called at 10pm and we hang up at 4am =)
We were damn happy.. cant slp even aft hanging up. He wanted to use the comp at 4am n asked me to rest well. Cos the day b4, I didn’t slp aft the fight. But den, we bought didn’t slp.. chatted online. Till 5am, den I shooed him off to get ready for wrk. I off the lappy n prayed n did some hsewrk, smiling and singing. Haha. early morning. Lol.
His words were ringing in my head till TODAY. Lol. Den evening time, boy called and we were happy and ARE happy .. =)
We broke off on 8th March. And we got back “together” on 8th Apr. 1 mth. The together is smth, tt I cant explain… we are MORE den best frens.
We didn’t separate cos we fight.. we separated cos we cant get married.. the feelings all are still there.. but we forced ourselves to be besties. And we love our bestie. Aiyah.. seriously duno hw to explain. Haha. nvm.. he noes and I noe edi enuff. =)
Sooooooo.. yea..
Abt wad happen today.. I update tmr k? wahaha.. lazy n slpppppppppppy!
