Thursday, July 19, 2007 | 9:42 PM | 0 Comments


0ndre.. iranda aasaigal yellam s0llevae 0ru naal p0thuma?
i went MIA? c0s, i didnt hv t0 m00d t0 bl0g..
a mixture 0f c0nfusi0n, unsure, unhappy, angry, w0rried, sad, m00d 0ut..
why u ask? i myself dun0....
i tell u, u tell why im feeling like tat all k?
1st thing, im having fever f0r 2 days.. n0b0dy at h0me n0es.. i didnt tell & i didnt act like 0ne.. my classmates n0es.. they've been taking care 0f me since den.. buying 2 panad0ls every day.. f0r 0ne in the m0rning & f0r 0ne aft lunch.. i g0t wet in the rain.. tts why tis fever.. currently its 39.6 deg.. smtimes i wish its a dengue fever den die.. den can escape frm all these mixed feelings.. haish... i'll get better... s00n......
g0t back my EMD ( Electrical Machines & Drives ) results.. i g0t 88/100.. which is c0nsidered damn gd f0r c0mm0n test.. t0ld Prince yday, he was very happy. den t0day g0t back ECAM (Electric Circuit Analysis & Measurement) results.. tt m0dule is abit b0ring but impt but very difficult.. if read the n0tes pr0perly, might understand, might n0t understand.. but, i g0t amazingly, 100/100 f0r tt m0dule.. im sh0cked t00.. 0nce i knew the results, i called Prince.. 1st call c0nnecti0n was bad.. 2nd call, he can hear me, but i cant realli hear his.. all i heard him saying was, " wad la, wads s0 impt?! " in a very angry v0ice.. that very m0ment, i l0st my happiness.. my smile became a fr0wn.. wen my classmates were c0ngratulating me, i gave a weak smile.. haiz.. tt split sec0nd, everything is g0ne.. till n0w, i feel sad.. i t0tally l0st my m00d, i hardly cld sc0ld my tuiti0n kid.. haiz..
the thing is, i passed my c0mm0n test..
i've an0ther thing tts making me hv th0se feelings.. but i dun wish t0 t0k abt it here.. im lazy t0 write.. n i d0wan t0 get reminded 0f it..
t0day, nth much happen at sch00l.. s0.. yea.. tts abt it..


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