Wednesday, June 6, 2007 | 7:13 PM | 0 Comments

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i'm back!!

frm where? KK hospital & frm a few days of rest!
though theres 610 who viewed my blog, i didnt noe theres avid readers here. lolx! seriously speaking. arnd 6 of dem asked me, '' so wen are u gonna update ur blog? ''

Lets start wit my OP..

1st day : 28th June:

happy happily left the house & wen KK. Like going to stay in some Hotel. but no big luggage la.. jus me n my clothes. plus mom & lil bro. tt small kid was more excited den me. anyway, reached there at exactly 1pm. wen to admit myself. the lady there said i dun hv a bed yet. i gotta wait till 2.30pm. wait for those who getting discharged tt day.. but i got my ward n bed no.
mom, lil bro n i, went somewhere nearby n rested. meanwhile, i was msging all my frens my ward n bed number. 4224 =) weeeeeeeeee!
A nurse brought us to my ward. i was so happy tt it was near to the window.. duno why.. i like window side.. even in the bus & airplane.. hehe.. so now u noe? if u bring me out.. make sure im inside.. i mean near to the window.. hehehehe!

I sat on the bed. Made myself comfy wit my surrounding. There was a young lady with super high fever, who oso wen for op. Fibroid. Ugh.. she was opposite my bed. I didn’t get to see her face few mins b4 my turn to go for op. beside her, the bed was empty & beside tt was a going-to-turn 50 lady. An Indonesian. her op is to take out her uterus. Heng ah.. not me.. beside me was a malay lady.. she cldnt give birth as womb was small.. so wen for a op to make is big. Tts wad mom said. But how to make a womb big? Pump it? Sia la.. weird sia..
Anyway.. these were the peeps with me. mom warned me b4 leaving, ‘dun tok tok so much to ppl in ur ward. Not everyone are the same. Not all are friendly.’ But she was soooooooo wrong.. at the end of my stay, I realized these ppl actually took care of me n encouraged me. wahh.. nazirah yaaaaaru! Lol..
Nurse came n inject me. as usual. Their favourite. No matter which hosp I go. I get injected. Ugggggggh! Told me to change into their weird n stupid uniform. A blouse tt has string to secure my boobs.. lol.. I mean.. no buttons its strings.. I gotta tie inside den outside all.. aiyo.. mah fun! Den the skirt, ¾ skirt. I looked super funny. I cldnt help singing, “paavada thaavaniyil..” aiyo.. everyone I noe , saw me walking arnd like tt laughed at me.. basket.
No Dhinesh, I didn’t 4get tt laughter. U laughed at me.. n u said I looked like one primary 3 gal, whose skirt is below the knee.. *cryyy*

Tt nite, like expected, cant slp. Reason? New surrounding, too bright.. nurses comes in every 3 hrs to take blood pressure n temperature.. Fever means no Operation. Above everyting, I was like tense n excited tt im going for an op the next day.
2nd day : 29th May : exactly one mth b4 burfday

Everyone are divided with curtains. Exactly 5.50am, everyday, the curtains are drawn. The nurses will check blood pressure, temperature n everyting else, by 6am all 5 of us will be checked n left in the semi- darkened ward. N the main door will be closed n toilet n shower room lights will be on-ed. Exactly at 8, same checking again but tis time all lights on, n noises start coming in. so all patients will try the damn best to slp. I was soo tensed.. cos doc came in n asked hw I was n is there any fever n all.. den said I got to be ready at 10.30am as my op will be arnd 10.45am to 11am.. I was watching the clock since 8am. It seemed to move damn slow. Called mom n asked wen she coming she said 9.30am.. with me in tensed n frightened I was asking her to come faster n wished the clocked moved fast. But if clock move fast, I’ll be operated fast.. I was like.. shit.. wad to do siaaaaaaaaaaaa.. den at 9.45am, nurse betty came in. she said I was to change into the operating gown. Which made me damn sexy.. cos no under garments allowed! Hahaha! But I was indeed damn shock cos its onli 9.45am, op at 10.45am, mom n family not here yet. Den Nurse said, we got to prepare u. without planning I asked, am I a turkey? U got to prepare me? n she laughed.. I felt foolish sia… den change all ready, she made me sit on a WHEELCHAIR. 1st time sia. Lol.. nice being pushed around.. lol.. den FINALLY, saw mom’s face coming into the ward. N she asked the nurse going op now ah.. ahhhh??? Same shockness.. I tried my best not to make myself look sad. I smiled at bros n parents.. while they gave me a worried look. My elder bro was the one who smiled n made me brave by his smile =) out of nowhere, I coughed badly.. n since I had asthma 3 yrs ago, I had to take ventolin .. err.. duno hw to spell hehe.. maybe I was nervous, nurse tot I had asthma.. I was shivering sia.. in cold n bayamz.. onli god noe hw I felt. i was pushed down to the op theatre with parents & brothers following me… they were told to wait outside while I was told to wait inside. Wat sial.. haha.. nurse said a surgeon nurse will bring me inside. Ok fine.. waited for 10 mins. Tt new nurse, was friendly.. n she made me go on a stretcher tingy.. n pushed me to a room tt was outside the theatre. While bringing me there, my surrounding made me scared. All white walls. I asked her, why dun u put flowers or teddy bears on the wall.. so tt patients wont be scared. N she laughed saying, tts in the other lane. Its called the Childrens Ward. Wahhh.. aaapppu… made her laugh n she made me laugh.. den surgeon came, put needles in my hand.. ouch.. pain laa… I cant 4get tt pain… den my doc, Dr Tan TC, (hes soooooooo handsome!!!!!) he came n asked hw m I.. n asked if I noe wads gonna be done on me all.. den smile smile den he left.. den I was pushed inside.. it looked like dental.. lol.. the lights all.. den I got to move onto the op table.. den I was given anesthesia to breathe.. nurse asked me, wad poly im in.. which yr.. the last I heard was easy or not the course.. den I wen I open my eyes I was inside another ward. I move abit n I screamed.. nurse came running to me.. saying its ok its ok n all.. I cldnt focus.. I was still mabok.. I open my eyes, my eyes close back.. I was ok edi.. I knew wad was arnd me.. n I told a nurse, ‘I wan my mommy’ n she said wait ah I go ask another nurse. Den 3 indian nurse came.. n asked who I am, IC all.. den said ok we going to bring u back to ward, in tamil. Den one of dem said, ‘patient is coming out.. family n relatives come n see’. Heard mom voice calling my name 1st.. I open my eyes.. I cant focus.. too mabok.. say figures of mom, dad, brothers , rahima & aunt. Aziz where? Too short!!! HAHAHA! =x
Den inside ward, nurses were toking to each other, too many relatives, must tell dem patient need rest. I was made to move MYSELF to my bed. I took my time, but nurse say waaaaah.. gd gd like tat.. move slowly… tk ur time… I was in super PAIN sia.. den all came.. my family… plus rahima… I was like drunk like tt.. alert but not focused.. I tried my best to open n stay awake.. but I cldnt.. wen zakiyah came.. I was in better condition… she n ima made me laugh.. I cldnt laugh cos it hurts… these 2 made me smileeeeeeee! Thxxxxxxx!!!
Den.. a lot of ppl came.. n all I noe is I was slping.. lol.. I was alert.. I noe who all came.. but I cldnt tok.. I no strength.. all I did was.. =) smile

3rd day : 30th May :
as usual, nite was full of check ups.. morning wake up.. back cramp.. stomach pain.. cant move left or right, cos pain... called mommy, asked her come fast fast.. pain... u noe ah.. nurse insected a tube in below which leads to my urine bag. so tt i dun hv to go toilet.. i can lay down n happily urine. lol.. but tt ting hurts my below sia.. nurse said i can sit up.. n sit on the chair.. den go walking.. 1st she made me sit on my bed.. den she made me go to the chair.. perfect! i cld do it.. but wen im sitting on the chair tt urine tube was poking n hurting me!!!!!! argh... aft 10 mins, i said i give up.. take tt pest away frm me.. den the pain grp came.. checked if im already to remove all the drips n all.. n i cld.. 1st ting i asked the nurse was to remove tt.. n she did.. i felt ponna relieved.. i rather keep my drip tubes in my hands den having tt tube sia.. den she remove the drips all.. i was sooooo happy.. freed! now onli my stomach hurts. mom n dad n lil bro came. mom jus help me stand up.. tts all.. n i walked..


I WALKED MYSELF!!


doc came by the check on me, n he asked, " i did an op on u yday rite? hw come u can walk? did u go for ur op? " lolx! amazing ah.. the old ladies in front of me were like.. eh.. u walking.. ehh.. not fairr.. eeeeeh!! lolx! but they encouraged me :)
i was like telling dem, dun worry, u'll get better n all.. cos all were so sad tt they cant walk n they still had their urine bag attached to dem wit blood bottle.. they were bleeding, together wit the drips.. ugh.. painful.. i noe.. been there experienced tt..
had my classmates over tt day.. waaaah.. had funnnnnnnn!! weeeeeeeee!!! missing frm bed for 8 hrs.. lol.. came back at 9.30pm.. nurse ask wad happen to me.. i missed my meals n medicines.. hehehhee!!!!

4th day : 31st May :

told family not to come over.. im fine now edi.. i was enjoying the company of my ward mates n nurses.
Prabz came over.. den muza n ben came.... as usual, nv eat hospital food, wen to Kopitiam. forced myself to eat chicken rice.. i got used to the small amount of food, hosp gave me, tt i cant eat alot.. gd wad.. den tis prabz go buy extra rice all.. n i made muza finish dem.. weeeeeeee! lolx!
(i'll nv 4get the strawberry lollipop, 1 idiot bought for me... strawberry is damn far frm me.. he noes yet he bought.. how SWEET!!)
made him stay even aft muza n ben left.. hehehe.. sowwie.. i was feeling lonely.. n i wanted u to be beside me.. but.. u had to leave....
i can nv 4get ur face wen the nurse was taking out the needle frm my hand.. u looked like, 'eh dun worry, its jus a needle.. once its out u'll be orite' tt look u noe.. waaaah.. n i jus looked out frm the window..
now u noe why i prefer window side bed? hahaha! no la..

i looked at muza, he was soooo interested at the nurse n the needle she was taking out.. n ben she was engrossed in tt needle..
onli prabz tot of looking at me.. wonder why i praise tis fella alot..
aft everyting.. prabz abandoned me at the tv lounge. i mean he had to leave.. den i had tis feeling tt i got to go back to my ward..
i didnt see him coming.. he was like came out frm the ceiling like tt.. suddenly walking in front of me in my ward.. n passed me a kitty soft toy & left.. he left while i was asking, while u buy all tis n all.. idiot.. nv answer my qn. the lady in the 2nd bed asked me, '' ur bf ah? ''
i was like.. err.. no.. fwen.. den she smile n say.. very close ah.. make u laugh all.. :)
she understands tt!
tt nite... Shah came to visit me.............................................................
(im NOT gonna tok abt it)

5th day : 1st june : 28 more days for burfday~!

discharge!
discharge!
discharge!
discharge!
discharge!
bro came at 2.15pm... got me out of kk.. while walking to the lift, u noe i cant walk fast.. so i was holding my stomach which was in bandage n made me look like a pregnant woman.. n my bro 4got abt my slow walking n jus zoomed pass me.. n he stopped halfway, looking for me.. he was like.. eh she was here den now gone.. lol.. den he slow marched beside me.. saying president walk.. lol.. i tried to laugh.. but it hurts.. den got into the car.. n wen home!!
at home : treated like princess.. but mommy... during meal times, like how they do in KK, she brought the tray.. on it, got rice, SOUP, water & dessert.. till today.. she ah... but i was treated very well....
they love me.. so do i...
this is all tt happen in my 5 days stay =)
below are the pics i took b4 i left KK hospital =)
not much lehx........



My bed!!


♥ TrappedButterfly