Sunday, July 1, 2007 | 8:30 PM | 0 Comments

Girls
Are like apples
0n tree. The best 0nes
Are at the t0p 0f the tree
The b0ys dun wan t0 reach
F0r the g00d 0nes because they
Are afraid 0f falling and getting hurt
Instead, they jus get the r0tten apples
Fr0m the gr0und that aren't as g00d,
But easy, s0 the apples at the top think
S0mething is wr0ng with them, wen in
Reality, they are amazing. They jus
have t0 wait f0r the right b0y t0
c0me al0ng, the 0ne wh0s
brave enuff t0
Climb all
The way
t0 the t0p
0f the tree
haha.. my apple tree nice?


♥ TrappedButterfly



 
    | 12:14 AM | 0 Comments

The smile 0n your face lets me kn0w that y0u need me
There's a truth in y0ur eyes saying y0u'll never leave me
The t0uch of y0ur hand says y0u'll catch me if ever I fall
You say it best when y0u say n0thing at all
t0 my bestie.. V boi..
d0 u rmb wen we were best fren? wen we'd share 0ur every th0ught? every smile? every laugh? 0h, and d0 u rmb br0ke my heart? c0s i seem t0 rmb that m0re den anything... haizz... th0ugh i carried 0n wit my life.. i pretend t0 f0rget u.. but i cant fake myself.. th0ugh im attached s0me0ne.. i cant help being the gal i used t0 be.. carrying & w0rrying f0r u.. even th0ugh U'RE attached... tt day, u made me happy by saying u still hv my ring.. i n0e, ur gf w0nt like it wen u're wearing ur ex's. i t00 made u take 0ff 0ne 0f ur ex's ring. understandable.. i dun0 if ur gf takes care 0f u 0r wad.. haiz.. i dun0 la.. let it be wit me.. guess the things i dreamt 0f has been jus dreams.. its n0t g0nna w0rk 0ut..
wad dreams? yea, being best frens till the end..visiting each 0ther... g0ing 0ut wit family & stuffs... intr0 u as uncle t0 my kids.. n aunt t0 urs.. all these... haiz.. n0t in tis life time i guess.. i dun0 why ur gf hates me.. c0s im ur ex 0r c0s u t0ld her al0t abt me? jeal0us 0r cant share her bf with 0thers? u can hv 0ther female frens but n0t me? why?? u came 0ver t0 visit me & she was angry tt u t0ked t0 me? wth? u c0me h0sp see my face den leave ah? 0f c0s must ask hw am i n stuffs rite.. why was she angry wit u? i 0redi t0ld u in the beginning.. i shall leave u.. i'll g0 away.. i d0wan t0 create pr0bs f0r b0th 0f u. but u wen n t0ked t0 her & she was 0k wit me being arnd. but.. why... haiz.... im n0t always hanging 0ut wit u.. im n0t always t0king 0n the f0ne wit u.. n0r smsing u 0ften.. its jus....... i hate tis man.. why d0 u hv t0 change jus f0r a gal.. why cant u be urself.. why wen it c0mes t0 a relati0nship, u 4get ur frens? u tend t0 t0k less t0 ur frens.. ur gal is always ur gal.. frens c0me n g0.. but i st00d.. i st00d there by ur side wen u were angry wit me & happy wit me.. why? c0s tts friendship.. i treasure it.. i accepted u as wh0 u are.. im feeling frustrated & sad at the same time.. i n0e u're busy wit sch00l & w0rk.. but u always hv the time f0r ur gf.. tts gd.. but ... haiz.. 4get it.. u n0e i l0ve blaming myself...
My Best friend d0esnt like my B0yfriend
My B0yfriend d0esnt like my Best friend
My Best friend's gf d0esnt like me
s0 where i stand?
my Bestfriend, wh0 was 0nce the everything t0 me?
0r my b0yfriend, wh0s willing t0 be wit me till my end?
0f c0s ppl will say b0yfren.. but im n0t the kind wh0 f0rgets my frens..
weneva u t0ked t0 me abt ur gf n u having pr0bs.. i feel sad f0r u.. i feel the hurt, the anger , the happiness u're feeling... s0metimes wen i see u being hurt s0 much, i feel like slapping ur gf.. but i d0wan t0 say anything c0s i d0wan u t0 get hurt..
its easy t0 4get a pers0n.. but difficult t0 erase mem0ries.. tell u frankly, im living in the mem0ries u've given me.. i smiled while recalling the days we spent together.. the phone calls.. my laughter.. ur laughter.. i burden u wit many 0f my pr0bs.. but u t00k it with0ut c0mplaining.. haiz...
the t0t 0f u drifting away hurts me.. wads mine bel0ngs t0 me.. u bel0ng t0 me n0 matter h0w many gfs , wives 0r kids u have... i dun0 why, but i feel tt im t00 attached t0 u..
tell u a truth... hmm...
i wanted u t0 get a better gal den me.. i wanted u t0 get wadeva u wanted.. i wanted the best f0r u.. i wanted u t0 n0e m0re abt life & commitment.. i wanted u t0 be wise wen ch00sing ur life partner.. i wanted u t0 be happy... c0s i n0e wen u decide 0n smth, u'll d0 it.. s0, i kinda 0f.. made up s0me reas0ns tt we cant be t0gether & religi0n is the main reas0n & stuffs... i made u believe.. & i made myself tell u tt u're my fren.. g0d n0es hw hurting it is..
s00n u came & t0ld me u like a gal.. u g0t n0 idea hw much i cried... i had t0 accept it.. rite? had t0.. bo pian.. u n0e wen u put a c0c0nut 0n the r0ad n a truck runs 0ver it, den u g0 see the c0c0nut.. hw will it l00k like? crushed rite.. n0 appetite aft seeing it rite.. tts hw my heart was.. den i s0meh0w f0rced t0 get 0ver it.. & t0ked t0 u like gd fren.. till n0w..
tts call sacrifice.. =) i jus wan u t0 n0e hw much u mean t0 me.. i dun care if u treat me like ur fren or like an ant.. im glad tt i was in ur life..
i t0ld Prince abt u.. he was kinda jeal0us.. & asked why i dun hv any female best fren.. why male? d0es 0ne sees religi0n, race, c0l0ur, appearance, attire wen he makes fren? s0me ppl underst00d s0me dun.. haiz..
n0wadays small ting u d0 & say, makes me happy.. happy tt u still tink im alive n respect me as a human, & chat wit me.. thx.. u b0ther t0 visit me even th0ugh ur gf is unhappy abt it.. thx f0r tt.. i n0e ur gf is impt.. i n0e.. tts why im n0t making a big fuss.. i n0e she's ur everything.. i'd be like her if im in her sh0es...
i'll tell u n0w, here, everywhere that, i g0t n0 reas0ns t0 lie t0 u.. hide things fr0m u.. all i wan is happiness.. n0t fake happiness 0n ur face..
i n0e smth was wr0ng wen u entered the ward, and i was s0 right abt it.. u cant lie t0 me.. be happy k?
if tis is the 0nli way we can keep in t0uch means.. tts my fate.. my bad m0ve 0f letting u g0 in the beginning.. i t0t it'll turn 0ut well.. but ended up hurting myself! well.. tts my pr0blem.. u have 1001 probs.. s0 dun b0ther abt mine.. i've my 0wn r00m, my bed.. t0 cry.. n dream the pr0bs will fly 0ff itself.. ask my Prince? haha.. wad a j0ke.. he t00 has 1001.. his pr0bs became mine.. t00 heavy t0 carry his & mine t0gether.. haiz.. d0 i hv a ch0ice?


♥ TrappedButterfly