1st of all..
To my one and only Boyy.
He turned a yr older today..
OMG u're 29!
OLD uncle sia! haha!
but wadever it is.. u're my best!
This is for u darlz..
I Want To Say I Love You On Your Birthday!
I want to say I love you on your birthday,
Though love is something you don't want from me.
Things didn't go so well when I last said it,
And so I'll keep it silent in my heart.
But how the words reverberate within me!
A song that I must struggle not to sing,
A music I must dance to without motion,
A poem that I must never read aloud.
Your wishes are a wall I would not scale,
Yet won't abandon, loathe to leave behind.
I cannot have, and cannot bear to lose you,
And so I send you this in my despair.
There are things I'd like to say to you my love on your special day
I am forever thankful God sent you my way.
Like a gift from up above, you showed me how it is to feel real love.
I know many mountains we've had to climband sometimes forever has seemed like a very long time.
Yes, we've endured our share of pain, but together we have so much to gain.
Bigger mountains may lie ahead, but together there is no hill we can not tread.
So always remember my love for you, and there is nothing together we can not do.
I'll be here forever - my love is true.The person beside me, that would be you.
NICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE?? hehehe!
celebrated his bday, one day earlier tts yday.. as he was sure that hes having OT at work. sad ah, on ur bday u having OT! and he cant come back home.. till the next day.. i feel sad for him..
lack of slp.. nv eat on time n all.. haiz...
anways, booked a table of 2 at Grand Hayatt Singapore. i noe its expensive. $43++ for a person.
total, spent arnd $120.60.. all jus for the Boyy whom i cant marry.. if hes happy im happy..
the whole thing was super posh man.. was like wow.. its my 1st in THAT hotel too..
tell u.. we didnt leave any food behind. haha.. we tried bit of every food available. jus a regret tat, there wasnt any space for ice cream. normal ice cream.. i was actually complaining to Boyy that they dun hv chocolate flavour or ripples. omg. they had mango, durian, sweet corn and etc. oh ya, its all local cuisines.. all halal. including the chinese food.
best part was, Boyy tried Ox tail soup with chilli already mixed together.. it was super spicy.. that he was drinking alot of water! haha!
within 6.30pm to 10pm, we can eat wadever we want. once i went toilet to pee.. and once Boyy wen to smoke.. den we chatted.. den continued eating.. while he went for a smoke, a indian waiter ask me, are u the bday gal? den i said, no no.. lucky u nv ask him like tt.. its him. den he was like.. oh sorry sorry.. we gonna present the cake to him.. wen shall we present? den i said, i'll stand up as if im gonna take food. den u come k? he said ok and left.
like planned, the staff is suppose to give him a slice of cake in dessert time.
wen i stand, Boyy also stand to take the food.. another indian guy came.. he was telling something to him and was looking at the cashier. i was like.. omg. wad happen.. for real, i tot this table is booked by another person edi.. n we've to leave. and Boyy thought the same.. n seriously 4got sia. hahaaa STM!
they made him sit and den, 9 staff members, surrounded him suddenly.. i was sitting infront of him.. and den one guy, put a slice of cake in front of him with a candle.. and the staffs started singing super loud sia..
u shld hv since Boyy's face..
surprise + shy + happy + duno wad to do + smiling like sunkiss orange.
haha
he looked super cute.. aft they left, Boyy asked me.. "Maaaa?? wads this all maaaa?"
he was receiving surprises over surprises.. super cute siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
den we went to fruits and come back to our table..
fed him the cake.. and he fed me.. hehe.. with spoon hor.. high class. haha
den shortly ltr, tooooo full, and we left home.. slowly took the train back home...
came home abt 11pm.. dad was like, WHY SO LATE???? i jus came out with a lie tt i miss the bus and yea..
he was mooooooooooooooooody..
Boyy said, hes super happy.. and i had a peck on my cheeks! yay! hehe!
and hes now planning to celeb his nephew's birthday there.. copy cat!!
actually, i wanted to give him a memoriable bday.. cos, in december, hes getting married. i not sure if he'll still celeb next yr.. i jus want him to rmb me on his bday.. not onli on his bday.. but every single day...
haiz.. im gonna miss him alot la.. everything's not turning as i planned.. =(
anyways,
TODAY'S MY FINAL PRESENTATION!!!!
manage to survive thru it.. was kinda ok.. jus that we got stuck in one qn.. and we tried convincing the judges but they dun seem to buy it.. so hard to get creatures...
well finally, shila n i were looking forward for this day..
at the end of the day.. shila n i were sitting at blk 23 lvl 2's e square and we were talking abt hw we gonna miss this sch.. this sem..
we bitched, we laughed, we gossiped, we shared the same hatred on the supervisors.. nw, its all gonna be over. sad n happy.. tts life i guess.. we gotta move on..
i rmb, from sec to poly.. damn i miss my frens and tt life soo much.. now, frm poly to working life perhaps.. haiz... life's gonna be different.. new ppl. new everything..
i was telling shila tt, i duno why.. im gonna miss her... she laughed. she said, like as if i gonna disappear.. gonna go away.. i'll still be meeting u every sunday, in tuition wad..
Ai Li.. u're such an idiot.. u left me for attachment.. hmph! ahhhhhh den vickii.. omg.. im gonna missssss all of u siaaaaaaaaaa
btw, ai li n vicki stay at cck.. WTH! at least once a week must meet hor.. =(
anyway, gotta start with report. and hand it on by friday... im gonna miss my lab.. our special pantry.. im gonna miss shila who was there to encourage me wen i was stressing arnd..
tt pig is a last moment gal.. im not tt kind. so.. during the 1st few mths, i was stressing tt we cant finish in time n etc. and she was super cool.. den towards the end of the sem.. she was panicking and worrying.. and i was cool.. cos i noe we cld finish on time.. hahaa..
gundu la she..
haiz.. gonna miss everyone..
its like everyone leaving me.. by this week.. my poly frens.. in december, the love of my life... =(
why do u all hv to leave me... =(
