Did You Call Me?
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God: Hello. Did you call me?
Me: Called you? No... Who is this?
God: This is GOD. I heard your prayers.
So, I thought I will chat.
Me: I do pray. Just makes me feel good.
I am actually busy now.
God: What are you busy at? Ants are busy too.
Me: Don't know. But, I can't find free time.
Life has become hectic. It's rush hour all the time.
God: Sure. Activity gets you busy.
Productivity gets you results.
Activity consumes time. Productivity frees it.
Me: I understand. Yet, I still can't figure out. By the way,
I was not expecting YOU to call me on instant messaging chat
God: I wanted to solve your fight for time, by giving you some
clarity. In this internet era, I wanted to reach you
through the way in which you would understand.
Me: Tell me, why has life become complicated now?
God: Stop analyzing life. Just live it. Analysis makes it
complicated.
Me: Why are we constantly unhappy?
God: Your today is the tomorrow that you worried about
yesterday. You are worrying because you are analyzing.
Worrying has become your habit. That's why you are not
happy.
Me: How can we not worry when there is so much uncertainty?
God: Uncertainty is inevitable. Worrying is optional.
Me: There is so much pain due to uncertainty.
God: Pain is inevitable - it will come. Suffering is optional,
you can choose.
Me: If suffering is optional, why do good people also suffer?
God: Diamonds cannot be polished without friction.
Gold cannot be purified without fire.
Good people go through trials, but, don't suffer.
With that experience, their life becomes better,
not bitter.
Me: You mean to say such experience is useful?
God: Yes. Experience is a hard teacher.
She gives the test first and the lessons afterwards.
Me: Still, why should we go through such tests?
Why can't we be free from problems?
God: Problems are purposeful roadblocks offering beneficial
lessons to develop strength.
Inner strength comes from struggle and endurance,
not when you are free from problems.
Me: Frankly, in the midst of so many problems,
we don't know where we are heading ...
God: If you look outside, you will not know where you are going.
Look inside.
Looking outside, you dream.
Looking inside, you awaken.
Eyes provide sight. Heart provides insight.
Me: Sometimes not succeeding fast seems to hurt more than
moving in the right direction. What should I do?
God: Success is a measurement decided by others.
Satisfaction is a measurement decided by you.
Knowing the road ahead is more satisfying.
You work with the compass. Let others work with the clock.
Me: In tough times, how do you stay motivated?
God: Always look at how far you have come rather than how far
you have to go.
Always count your blessing, not what you are missing.
Me: What surprises you about people?
God: When they suffer they ask, "Why me?"
When they prosper, they never ask "Why me?"
Everyone wishes to have truth on their side.
Few want to be on the side of the truth.
Me: Sometimes, I ask, "Who am I? Why am I here?"
I can't get the answer.
God: Seek not to find who you are, but, to determine who you
want to be. Stop looking for a purpose as to why you are
here. Create it.
Life is not a process of discovery.
It's a process of creation.
Me: How can I get the best out of life?
God: Face your past without regret.
Handle your present with confidence.
Prepare for the future without fear.
Me: One last question. Sometimes, I feel my prayers are not
answered.
God: There are no unanswered prayers. At times, the answer is
"NO."
Me: Thank you for this wonderful chat.
God: Well, keep the faith and drop the fear.
Life is a mystery to solve not a problem to resolve.
Trust me.
S0me0ne f0rced me t0 update.
* smiles @ Anand De Kumar *
*laughs evily*
Santa died laughing after I said, “ I was good this year. Where’s my present? “
Wonders * Is Santa a nice guy? Or bad guy? *
Eh wait.. is he f0r real in the first place???
*smacks the head*
Hi.. im b0red. I dun0 wad t0 update abt. Last few days, keep g0ing 0ut with family. Having fun.
0h ya.. I made Rahima cry. *pats her back* YAY!
F0r n0 f* reas0n she cried. The best part : She made me the bad 0ne and she was laughing and being n0rmal t0 the rest.
Br0’s fiancé, my machi, the gal wh0se petname given by my little br0 is LALA. Dun0 why he named her tt. Its stucked with us. S0 lala, she was askin wad happen n stuff. And said nvm.. dun b0ther. Let her c00l d0wn. I was like, HELL0? WAD DID I D0? SHE CRIED N U SUPPORTING HER? Well I didn’t care la. C0s n0t my fault. I didn’t wan t0 t0k t0 her as I felt like I was c0ming inbetween the c0uples. S0 I was al0ne, entertaining myself. and my 2nd br0 was face was like, “eh, im with my gf. Can u like get l0st? “ tt kinda l00k. I was super hurt. My elder br0 n lala 0s0 walking t0gether. I was like left 0ut. I badly wanted my Prince. But.. nvm.. I was jus with myself. I really enj0yed being with ME.
0h well..
T0 all the c0uples 0ut there :
IF u’re with ur partner, g0ing 0ut with his 0r her family, PLEASE DUN BE INTIMATE OR WALK TOGETHER AS IF U’RE MARRIED. Spare a t0t f0r tt family u’re g0ing 0ut with. H0w wld they feel? BE MINDFUL THAT U’RE WITH DEM. N0T JUS U AND UR PARTNER. There is a difference, isn’t it? It might be the m0m, dad, sis 0r the br0 wh0se c0ming with u, might feel awkward. Might feel as if they came inbetween the c0uple. Might feel left 0ut. 0f c0s the family n0es tt u 2 are a c0uple, d0 u have t0 pr0ve dem by walking side by side n walking damn cl0se n h0lding the hands and all? Why dun u lay 0n the fl00r naked n d0 s0me sex.. better rite?
ITS FU**ING IRRITATING.
B0th my br0s were 0ut with me n m0m t0gether with the gfs. 0k fine. Tts gd. Quality time spent. D0 they (br0s) have s0me sense tt they’re 0ut with their y0unger sister? Acc0rding t0 dem, sister d0esnt have a bf. S0 hw shld these br0thers sh0w a gd example? By kissing infr0nt 0f the sis? By h0lding hands? By being s0 cl0se? n0 shame? 0h.. they think its 0k.. its n0rmal.. m0dern w0rld. Alrite, fine, agreed. But hello.. sh0w s0me gd example t0 the sis n the public.. u’re in a public n0t in a bedr00m 0r wadever.. tts the 0nli reas0n WHY, I dun mix with these ppl wen im 0ut with dem.
My m0m d0esnt say anyting abt it.. tts her.. I dun like it. I find it as.. shameful.. sister is there.. lets behave pr0perly.. 0r.. the public will see us.. f0r heaven’s sake.. u ppl are MUSLIM! N0t Chinese and Hindus! F0r wad fu*k u put ur headscarf f0r? d0 it privately laaaaaa! Damn it..
Cant blame them.. either they dun0.. 0r they cant be b0thered. At least I n0e. I w0nt be like dem.
Think abt this.
Elder br0 and fiancé, 2nd br0 and gf, me and prince, m0m and dad and aziz.. all g0ing 0ut. Say f0r lunch dem b0wling den m0vie.
Lets say, I h0ld my Prince’s hands. Wld m0m n dad feel 0ne kind? M0m will c0me t0 me n say, dun h0ld his hand. Ppl will l00k.
Lets say, I hug my prince. Br0s will be pissed. They’re say im making a scene. Im wearing a headscarf. They’ll ask me t0 behave.
Let say, I wipe my Prince’s m0uth with tissue aft eating. Dad will be damn pissed. 2nd br0 will ask, why? he cann0t wipe f0r himself is it? Why this why that.
S0, if I d0, its wr0ng. if u all d0 these, its right. Isn’t it? The same m0m n dad wh0 br0ught these br0s 0f mine will find faults in wad I d0 but w0nt 0pen the m0uth wen they did they same thing..
W0nderful.
If I ask, their reply will be, they are b0ys.. u’re a gal. s0 lala and rahima are b0ys t00?
Stupid theory. Use tt theory f0r different 0ccasi0ns can? Like dun hang 0utside l0ng. c0s anything can happen. If u’re a guy, 1% 0f bad things will happen. If u’re a gal, u’re m0st likely t0 get raped, kidnapped and etc.
I c0mplained t0 Prince abt why ppl are like this. Is this the time t0 sh0w ur l0ve t0 ur partner wen u’re 0ur with his family? All he said, “ u cant d0 anyting, they’re like this. Jus ign0re dem 0r jus dun b0ther. In the end, they are the 0nes wh0 g0nna be with ur family. N0t u. u’ve t0 c0me with me. let dem be happy with wadever they d0. Dun sh0w ur anger. Be c00l. c0s u dun wanna fight n c0me with me.. u wanna be happy even aft u leave tt family n c0me int0 mine. If they’re like this, jus g0 away frm dem. Instead 0f being al0ne, be with m0m. shes al0ne t00.”
Im really grateful t0 have him as my bf. *sh0ws middle finder t0 Prince*
I l0ve fighting with him. hehe!
"There are only two ways to live your life.
One is as though nothing is a miracle.
The other is as if everything is."
Im having l0tsa free trials in many c0mpanies. Like the New York Skin S0luti0ns and etc. wen f0r free 2 and half hr facial. Den this thurs g0nna g0 f0r dentist. Den Saturday g0nna d0 JB f0r my facial again.. weeeeeeeee!
Im sure g0nna l00k different wen Prince c0me back. Hahaha! Its like im having a make 0ver jus f0r him.
This h0liday is kinda b0red. Everyday g0 0ut. T0 the same place.. sian la………
Hmm.. I jus cant wait f0r Prince t0 be back! I cant wait t0 g0 0ut with dem! I cant wait I cant wait I cant wait.
I’ll be 0ut every Friday & Saturday.. 0r m0nday.. 0r.. I dun0… but c0nfirm I’ll be 0ut 0n Friday n Saturday!
He said his br0 b00ked a ticket 0n 9th Jan! which is a Wednesday.. like I said, he g0t a habit 0f reaching any c0untry 0n a Thursday..which is a gd day f0r muslims. S0 yea.. I can expect t0 see him 0n the 10th!
He t0ld me expect f0r surprises! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
C0UNT D0WN : 16 M0RE DAYS!
CLICK ON THE 4TH HEART!
LOL. TOO FREE. Haha!
Hmmmmmmmmmmm…. 0rite dem.. tts all f0r t0day.. nth interesting my life as f0r n0ww!
Merry Christmas t0 Ai Li, Vickii and the rest! 3nj0y ur day!
if wadever i said, hurted any0ne.. i w0nt be saying s0rry c0s i didnt d0 anyting wr0ng. wadever i feel, i said and i wr0te. this is MY BL0G full 0f MY TH0UGHTS, MY W0RDS AND MY EVERYTHING. im straight f0rward. the w0rld n0es abt it. s0 i aint g0nna g0 0n my knees and say s0rry tt i've hurt u. wadever tt pops in my heart n mind, i say.. i dun keep t0 myself. get it? im n0t referring t0 any0ne in particular. if u tink im t0king abt u.. den tts ur pr0blem. ur thinking is such. i dun hurt ppl. i tell dem f0r their gd. im n0t the nazirah u knew b4. im the nazirah u n0e aft i n0e my Prince. if n0 0ne wanna listen t0 me, i've my Prince, wh0'll stand by me and listen t0 every crap, every nagging, every lame thingy and everything i say.. hes my man. like i said, im not referring t0 any0ne.. i l0ve every0ne.. every0ne are different..
