Thursday, April 16, 2009 | 9:56 PM | 0 Comments

Vickz...

me hugs u =)


♥ TrappedButterfly



 
    | 9:50 PM | 0 Comments

It is so hard...
to find an honest heart.
To find someone so true,
someone to be faithful to you.
To have unending love,
someone to hold on and never give up.
Someone to be there in the end,
to be your best friend.


♥ TrappedButterfly



 
    | 9:49 PM | 0 Comments

YOU CAME INTO MY LIFE
WHEN I NEEDED YOU THE MOST
IT WAS FULL OF STRIFE,
AND JUST NO HOPE.

THAT NIGHT IN THE ROOM
YOU SEEMED SO SAD.
MY HEART ACHED FOR YOU
AND THEN YOU WHISPERED
OF FRIENDSHIP AND PEACE.
YOU BRIGHTENED MY LIFE.

YOU OPENED MY HEART
AND SHOWED ME THE WAY
OF TRUE FRIENDSHIP.

A BOND WAS BORN THAT NIGHT
A CHAIN SO STRONG
NO ONE CAN BREAK.

I ONCE WAS LOST
SCARED AND ALONE
THEN YOU CAME ALONG
AND I WAS NO MORE.

YOU SEE, YOU TOOK THIS
LITTLE CHILD IN ME
AND MADE ME SEE SHE
WAS WORTHWHILE.

I WAS IN MY GARDEN
THE SECRET ONE
WHERE I COULD RUN
AND HIDE
AND FEEL SAFE.

WHEN IN MY GARDEN
NO ONE COULD TOUCH ME
HIT ME
OR HURT ME
ONLY I KNEW OF THIS PLACE

MY ONLY FRIENDS WERE
THE WALLS
AND, SOMETIMES
I COULD HEAR THE BIRDS.

THERE WERE NO SOUNDS
ONLY SILENCE
THIS WORLD OF MINE
WITH NO ONE AROUND

I FELT LOVED,
YET ALONE
I FELT ALONE
YET IT WAS GOOD

I COULDN'T HEAR
I COULDN'T SEE
I DIDN'T CARE
NO ONE WAS NEAR

THE FISTS, THE PAIN
THE LEATHER BELTS
THE WORDS, THE SHOUTS
THE BLOODY WELTS
WITHIN MY WALLS
WERE ALL LOCKED OUT.

THE WALLS WERE TALL
NO ONE COULD SEE
THE TEARS THEY FELL
BUT NEVER BOTHERED ME

OH WHY, OH WHY
CAN'T YOU JUST LOVE ME
ALONE AND SCARED
IT DIDN'T HAVE TO BE.

YOU GAVE ME PAIN
YOU GAVE ME HELL
WHY, OH WHY
DID YOU ABANDON ME.


♥ TrappedButterfly



 
    | 9:46 PM | 0 Comments

I Said A Prayer For You Today


I said a Prayer for you today,
I know that our Lord heard.
And asked that he would bless you,
As He promised in his word.

~@~@~@~

I didn't ask for wealth or glory,
I knew you'd understand.
I asked for God to send you joy,
And lend a helping hand.

~@~@~@~

I asked that He surround you,
With his love and constant care,
To give you health and bless you,
With friends who will be there.

~@~@~@~

I prayed for comfort for you,
For peace of mind, and then...
I asked that He remind you,
I'll pray for you...again.
................................
I know at times it's hard for you
I'm not there to hold you tight,
But I promise when we're together
Our love will be worth the fight

Patience and understanding
That's what I ask of you,
When we are far apart
I promise I'll be true

I give to you this heart of mine
Scared and bruised so easily
Broken and then mended over time
Its the greatest part of me

I'll love you longer than eternity
Deeper than the ocean blue
But patience and understanding
is what I ask of you


♥ TrappedButterfly



 
    | 9:42 PM | 0 Comments

Why won't the pain go away?
I feel it every day.
I feel as if my world has crushed,
I feel as if I've lost everyone's trust.

To get up in the morning each and every day,
Is as painful as seeing my life in a grey and rainy way.
To live this life is the question,
to make me know the true confession.

Shall I go or shall I stay,
Should I take this life away?
Would people care to see me gone...
To see me lie dead at the break of dawn?

Would anyone care or would anyone cry,
Or would they just see my dead body, turn away and sigh?
Does anyone know my pain, can they say the've been there, too?
Does anyone feel as lonely and as heart broken as I do?

Could someone rub my back for me
and tell me that everything will be ok?
Could someone sit beside me and tell me that
I'll make it through the day?

I need someone beside me to tell me that I'm stong,
I need someone to tell me that my heart will go on.
I want someone beside me to tell me they love me so.
I'll be happy to give my all to them, as long as they won't go.

Too many heartbreaks to go through, too many to bare
My simple and easy question is... "does anybody care?"
Is there someone who will tell me I mean the world to them?
Is there someone who will tell me they'll be there 'till the end?


♥ TrappedButterfly



 
    | 9:34 PM | 0 Comments

fuuu steady la.. gonna grad very soon..

received the invitation card weeks ago.. pic in my hp.. and im super lazy..

got my EPT results. weeeeee! i passed.. jus waiting for NIE's interview.. currently occupied with tuitions.. and im super free in the morning.. i need a job man.. no one wanna hire me. sobs.

my relationship is becoming rocky.. trying to 4get each other. which hurts like shit.. but.. haiz.. dun wish to tok abt it..

im really grateful to abdul bro.. hes the best. always there for me n Boyy..

i was told not to tok to Boyy or meet him..

but, shhh.. we both still do! Boyy n me are tt close, u cant expect to leave jus like tt.. aiyaa.. did i jus said i dun wish to tok abt it? bleah..


already missing all my NP frens. more missing dem more.. some getting married, some going to uni, some finding jobs, some working..

and me? DOING NTH. yay!

damn..


got job anyone?


♥ TrappedButterfly