My life has been one great big joke, A dance that's walked, A song that's spoke, I laugh so hard I almost choke, When I think about myself.
Thursday, March 1, 2007 | 7:22 PM | 0 Comments
All from the heart of this girl, who lost her mind.. not knowing wads the best for her.. not knowing if she believes herself. but all she noes is, she loves herself =)
"...wait for the boy who will make an ordinary moment seem magical, the kinda boy who brings out the best in you and makes you wanna be a better person, wait for the boy who will be your best friend, who will drop everything to be with you at any time no matter what the circumstances, wait for the boy who makes you smile like no one else and when he smiles you know he needs you, wait for the boy who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats and have no make-up on, but appreciates it when you get dolled up for him...and most of all wait for the boy who will put you at the center of his universe because that's where you belong"
"Speak your mind. Don’t let anyone censor you. It’s the best advice. Even as a teenager, I always said what I was thinking. I wasn’t afraid of what others think. You have to express yourself no matter what anyone else thinks about it.”
"If you smile at me I will understand because that's something everybody everywhere does in the same language."
"Hugging is healthy. It helps the body's immune system. It keeps you healthier, it cures depression, it reduces stress, it induces sleep, it's invigorating, it's rejuvenating, it has no unpleasant side effects, and hugging is nothing less than the miracle drug. Hugging is all natural. It is organic, naturally sweet, no pesticides, no preservatives, no artificial ingredients and it is a 100% wholesome. Hugging is practically perfect. There are no movable parts, no batteries to wear out, no periodic check-ups, low energy consumption, high energy yield, inflation proof, non-fattening, no monthly payments, no insurance requirements, theft-proof, nontaxable, non polluting and, of course, fully returnable.”
"Sometimes it seems we're all trapped in some sort of prison and the crime is how much we hate ourselves. But when you really look closely, people are so strange and complicated that they are beautiful . . .possible even me."
" Weeping willow with your tears running down, why do you always weep and frown? Is it because he left you one day? Is it because he could not stay? On your branches he would swing. Do you long for the happiness that day would bring? He found shelter in your shade. You thought his laughter would never fade. Weeping Willow, stop your tears, for there is something to calm your fears. You think death has ripped you forever apart, but I know he'll always be in your heart."
"This life is a test. If this were an actual life, you would have received instructions."
“The best way to cheer yourself up is to cheer someone else up.”
"It takes years to build up trust, but only seconds to destroy it."
“I always knew that when I looked back on my tears, I’d laugh; but I never thought when I looked back on my laughter, I’d cry.”
"The Smile That Came Back--I had a smile, I gave my smile away. The shoplady and the garang guni enjoyed it every day. I took it to the shop, I had it on the street. I gave it without thinking, to all I chanced to meet. I gave my smile away, as thoughtless as can be, and every time I gave it, my smile came back to me.”
"Some people wear their smile like a disguise. Those people who smile a lot, watch their eyes. I know cause I'm like that a lot. You think everything's ok, and it is . . . 'til it's not."
"People told me I shouldn’t take everything too seriously, and I didn’t listen. Now I wish I had, because I tormented myself over every little thing. What’s bad is when you get to age 19, you’re looking back thinking, “I wish I could be young again and just have a better time.”
"How come dumb stuff seems so smart while you're doing it?"
♥ TrappedButterfly
i jus dun0!
| 6:59 PM | 0 Comments
If only I could describe into words the feeling I have inside.
As if Im under water and no matter how hard I kick my feet I just keep sinking deeper and deeper, until finely there is no more room for me to sink and Im stuck,
as if Im a prisoner in my own pain. And I float there, at the bottom of everything and everyone. And I watch as the world slowly picks at my heart and soul until I no longer float but fall, and no one is there to catch me.
And I scream, but nothing comes out, and I cry, but no one takes time to listen. So I fall. Thinking of the moments of pain the drove me sink so deep that I float and to float so far that I scream and cry and finely fall until I can fall no more it seems to simply be a reminder to get up and face the world.
But as I do that and as my soul and heart crumble beneath my feet and I use every ounce of courage to stay standing, head up high, then I realise no matter how hard I kick my feet I will always end up sinking back down, so deep into pain, there is no point in standing proud.
There is nothing to stand proud about, so I sink, then float then I fall and finally die for I can no longer hide and lick my wounds. My soul, my heart, my mind are all too scared
I fall and fall and fall
Hey! dun u ever dare to tink tt, why tis gal always having sad, depressing posts. i do have happy moments in life. but no matter hw much happiness i have, a small saddness will ruin every happiness i have. its like, no matter hw good u're, and if u did a single bad deed, u're considered BAD! its the same.
Everyone has saddness and happiness in life. But not everyone can open up their feelings. Share it with people. I'm one of them. Its very easy for me to be happy. Smile n joke around with everyone. But u'll nv noe if im faking my happiness, cause everytime u see me, i'll be happy. Reason why im like this, cause i was brought up like tis. its all abt my happiness. jus have to give a pityful look n i'll get wadeva i wan. but nobody asked me if im happy, or anyting wen wrong or anyting. since young, i've realise that if i smile, ppl arnd me will smile. so if i frown, they'll frown too rite? so, yea.. bottling up my feelings since den.
im able to open up to ppl who very close to me. even if u force me to say wadeva i feel, maybe i might not. i duno. theres very few ppl arnd me, tt i've opened up to. not even my family..
Well, thats me! but i've realise that, the more i grow up, the more i gotta speak up. Actually no problem in me talking to people, but if u ask me to the ppl wad i feel, i'll tink a zillion times. cause i simply cant do that!
"u can laugh wen its funny, but that doesnt mean u're happy"
“Life lives, life dies. Life laughs, life cries. Life gives up, and life tries. But life looks different through everyone's eyes.”
♥ TrappedButterfly
