Sunday, August 12, 2007 | 4:05 PM | 0 Comments

0k well.. called Prince 0n Friday itself.. like usual, i g0t n0 manasu t0 av0id him.

frens are saying " tis is n0t the right age!!!!!!!! "

i n0e..

but i cant let g0.. t00 much in l0ve? tts the pr0b with me always.. haiz..

called him twice.. he didnt pick up my calls.. i was like.. " 0h s0 he ign0ring me n0w la "

i wanted t0 call him & tell him abt "Ishra & Mehraj", the prayers we hv to do n all..

den called him again 12 plus.. i wanted t0 av0id t0king abt he accusing me 0f lying.. but he say nvm, i w0nt be angry wit u.. tell me.. i was like.. hey hell0.. wad u w0nt be angry with me.. s0 u saying i realli lied la.. den he said yeaaa! i n0e hw u'll s0und n l00k wen u lied n wen u didnt.. i kept quiet.. i didnt wan t0 fight with him. again.. he keep saying i lied.. den told him.. fine la.. have it ur way..

aft tt, connection was bad for a few times.. i prayed den tried again.. he sounded tired n pissed.. asked if he is still angry wit me.. den he said no..i d0wan t0 be angry wit u.. i dun hv any0ne cl0se t0 me 0ther den u.. if u leave, wh0 i'll hv.. u're a reas0n f0r my success.. i asked if he did anyting wr0ng c0s he was praising me. den he started t0 laugh.. tts all i was waiting f0r... =)


den he went back toking like a d0g.. v0ice all s0 seri0us.. asked if he cant t0k happily.. he said he was tired.. i n0e he was.. purp0sely asked.. den he said s0 l0vingly.. " seri da.. i need t0 practise da.. tk care k da? eat edi rite da.. ok da.. study hard da.. " s0 many da siaaaaaaaa! weeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!! i realli l0ved him saying in tt t0ne.. hehe!

Saturday came.. w0ke up at 6am t0 g0 jur0ng tuiti0n.. left hse at 7am.. walked all the way t0 yt. den tt lady called n said t0day d0wan tuiti0n.. grrrrrrr! den came h0me.. slpt.. w0ke up at 11.30am.. g0t ready AGAIN.. left hse at 11.45am t0 yishun f0r an0ther tuiti0n.. Magen called.. asked if i wanna meet him t0day aft tuiti0n.. i asked ok.. i n0e he'll last min cancelled 0ne, s0 i rec0nfirmed wit him at 4.. like expected.. he said he got urgent meeting.. ok fine.. g0t pissed wit him.. wen Mac aft tuiti0n. hungry like hell.. ate al0ne.. s0b s0b.. den wen h0me.. was windy n it rained.. nice feeling n weather.. den came h0me.. br0ught aziz t0 play grnd.. den came h0me at 7pm.. watched tv till 1am.. den slpt..

t0day is Sunday.. supp0se t0 g0 madrasah.. like usual, i n zakiyah wen 0ut hehe! c0incidently, met her 3 bubbly fwens.. laughed n laughed.. den suddenly g0t headache.. i wanted t0 run away.. but was paiseh abit.. den jus sat there, listened t0 dem yakking away.. half didnt understand.. l0lx! den Shamutha babe n Anand keep msging n calling me.. l00su-s.. Anand wanted t0 c0me d0wn.. since we were at w00dlands.. he came.. he made fwen wit zakiyah.. the rest left edi.. aiyo.. he n zaki were laughing n laughing la.. Anandhi was sitting beside me.. his hands suddenly were at my waist.. like he hugging me.. i was like wth.. lucky zaki nv notice.. damn.. paiseh.. n i looked at him like.. hello wad are u doing? den he smiled.. OMG.. his smile was sooooooo arrrrrrrggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh... okok.. Anandhi.. dun do tt anymore k? n0t 0nli he hugged me frm the side, he made me sit closer to him.. wthhhhhhhhhhh~!

lucky Asan is not here.. if not u're dead.. but it was nice though hahahahhaa! s0 many mths im deprived of tis l0ves.. haiz..

den n0w i n zaki at wlds lib.. chatting away.. l0lx.

0kies.. t0 be c0ntinued


♥ TrappedButterfly



 
    | 3:45 PM | 0 Comments

i find people here in this place so strange. sometimes, the way they behave makes u wanna knock their head n tell them to behave. i hate it so much. to handle difficult characters. it's exactly how u r shuffling the deck of different cards.

alot of people love to say this " he/she has changed." alrite let me ask a question. is there a single human in this world that remains the same from the time of birth to the day he dies? it's only normal that he changes. so why get amazed about it. there were instances i faced the same issue. well, i definately am a changed person. i ain't the girl u used to know.

my thoughts of settling in a new place definately strenghtens as the days go by. i feel so detached from where i am.

work certainly has given me the satisfaction of achieving my expectations.


♥ TrappedButterfly