Monday, July 23, 2007 | 12:32 PM | 0 Comments

im s0 lucky.. in fact im gifted t0 have A fren wh0 makes me w0nder and think f0r myself and c0rrects me, t0 use a better w0rd, t0 sc0ld me, weneva i fail t0 realise tt wad im d0ing is wr0ng and a fren wh0 makes sure i fall int0 the right path & right hands..

s0me will w0nder & s0me will be pissed, tt im always t0king higly abt tis fella, but n0t them.. t0 tell u frankly, u guys cant stand next t0 him. reas0n is, u guys are there f0r me i admit that.. u guys care n l0ve me n everything. but u guys dun lead me t0 a c0rrect path.. meaning, if i cry, u cry. if i happy u happy tt kind. i appreciate ur friendship.. i didnt say i dun treasure.. i d0.. theres a difference am0ng best frens, cl0se frens n gd frens.

tts why, hes kn0wn as my best fren. he used t0 im his best fren. but n0w i dun0. his gal might be his gd, close, best fren.. every0ne will tk it tt way.. ur partner will be everyting.. i dun blame.. neither blame myself tt i call him tt.. i dun realli b0ther.. as l0ng as he cares n w0rrys f0r me.. i'll be happy.. c0s he treats me like any 0ther human which n0rmally he d0esnt.. i w0nt feel bad 0r w0rry if he d0esnt c0nsider me as his best fren.. c0s i'll be happy t0 think tt i was twice HIS! tts m0re den enuff.. i envy his gf.. =)

let me ask u guys, wad will u d0 if i say im sad c0s 0f my guy said tis n tt.. wad will u say? u'd be saying, aiya.. dun w0rry la.. everyting will be 0rite n stuffs.. he'll be 0k.. be happy n0w.. c0me lets g0 eat.. 0r my sis in law, will start sc0lding.. why b0ther abt him.. why tis why tt.. will be supp0rting me.. tts gd..

tis is all 0ut 0f 0bservati0n.. i asked u guys tis n u answered smth like is..

but my prabz isnt like tt.. c0s 0f him.. i learnt t0 l00k at tings in b0th views.. 0ne in guy's view, 0ne frm my view. wen i ask prabz tt same qn i asked my frens.. he'll say tings in my guys view.. n he'll g0 int0 my sh0es..n den he himself, will judge n say ur guy was right.. 0f c0s he'd said tis n tt.. den he'd g0 t0 my side n supp0rt me.. like den dun call, since he d0esnt trust u.. den will g0 his side, 0f c0s i'd cry t00 if u said like tt.. den smtimes, if wad i did was wr0ng, he'd make me guilty.. n the very next m0ment, i'll call Prince n say im s0rry.. be Prince, be it m0m, dad, any0ne.. even my frens.. c0s 0f prabz, im t0king t0 my frens.. if n0t.. i w0nt.. i l0ve the way he fights during an aruguement am0ng us.. m0st 0f the time he'd win.. but weneva he l0ses t0 me.. he'll say tings like.. 0h shit shes attacking.. 0h n0.. n i'll start laughing, n my arguements gets weaker n he'll win again.. arrrrrghh!! but it will be always fun.. haiz... miss th0se times.. like i said, i w0nt b0ther much, if u dun miss all these.. c0s i n0e u're c0mmitted in many things.. w0rk, sch00l, family, gal.. at least he b0thers t0 call me n0w n den, at least he give s0me time 0ut frm his main priorities.. im happy f0r tt.. n i realli happy tt, he always call wen im d0wn! aaaaah! weird yet true..

yaya, u might tink... there she g0es again, yakking abt her best fren.. but hey, u guys stand n0 where near him.. tell u frankly even Prince d0esnt n0e me well like my prabz d0es.. but d0esnt mean i'll give Prince up f0r any0ne.. if 0nli i had my Prince n prabz t0gether.. wish they were frens.. but......

get a fren wh0 h0lds ur hand n ask u t0 stand up.. rather den h0ld ur hand, n help u up..

the h0ld wh0 h0lds ur hand n ask u t0 get up : d0esnt mean hes lazy t0 make u stand.. 0r, cant be b0thered.. th0se are the type wh0 will n0t sp00n feed u with everyting.. but make u tink, hw t0 get up 0n 0wn, while being next t0 u.. n wen u cant get up, hes there f0r u.. h0ld him, and u can get up.. i dun0 whether tis made sense.. l0lx!

0k0k lecture time! cia0z!



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