Sunday, July 20, 2008 | 12:43 AM |


It's not the same without you, no matter how hard I try.
It hurts so much sometimes, I try so hard not to cry.
I miss you every night; I don't know what to do.
Cause, as I lay here, all I can think about is you.

You're the man of my dreams and mine to keep.
The touch of your skin, igniting a fire in me so deep,
I'm so happy that we met, I truly have no regrets.
Our passionate lovemaking, I'll never forget.

I guess that what I'm trying to say,
I miss and love you with every passing day.
It hurts me not see you or to know you're ok.
Will you think of me and look forward to a new day?

Every little kiss from you was like a dream come true.
This love that i have inside my heart, it all belongs to you.
My feelings for you, I can't deny and will never hide.
I truly care for you with feelings deep inside.

Even though I know we're many miles apart,
I want you to know I've loved you from the start.
No matter how long we're apart, just know you hold my heart.

I've taken heart that belongs only to you.
And put it in a box that no one can shatter,
Because with you in my life,
NOTHING ELSE MATTERS! ! !



I sit in my dark room lit only by a stray moonlight ray,
Enjoying the quiet darkness after a long hard day.
I can hear the rain as it falls from the sky to the ground,
And feel the sadness in my heart that you're not around.

Oh darling, I wish I could explain how I feel without you.
An empty shell with a desire that goes all the way through
Like the man whose life is without meaning or reward
For you are the center and are all that puts it into accord.

When I am away from you my soul hurts with an ache
There's no way that I can be happy, I can not even fake.
For you are my everything and all that keeps me going
More I am away from you, the more I feel it growing.

When you're with me, I feel so special each and every time
So wonderful that if any better, then it would be a crime
I know that you have other friends that force you to decide
But you never make me feel guilty, intruding or put aside

All that I feel from you is that I am your number one
It makes me smile cause I am the earth to your sun
You are the center with your sparkling eyes and smile
So when I touch you, it is like it is you and I on an isle.

I miss you so much sweetie that I can't explain how much
There is such a loneliness inside of me for your touch
My mind cries out to be with you no matter what the cost
Please hun, please understand that without you, I am lost

I am dying to hold you tight in my arms until the sun rises
To feel the warmth of your sexy body with all its surprises
My body remembers your scent and how it drove me wild
That scent has a passion and seduction but yet is so mild.

When I kiss that neck of yours, I feel a part of me reacting
It's a piece of me that I can not hide with any type of acting
If you could hug me close, you would know how I feel
You react with a smile and my heart you would steal

I feel your kisses on my neck as I think of your lips
I would pull you closer with my hands on your hips
Closer and closer to my body so there is no room between
Feeling kiss after kiss as I lovingly caress those blue jeans

So tell me sweetheart, can you tell that I miss you yet?
Can you tell that I want to be with you without regret?
So until I am with you again and feel your warmth to mine
I will miss you and look forward to the time when we dine.



When we two parted
In silence and tears,
Half broken-hearted,
To sever for years,
Pale grew thy cheek and cold,
Colder thy kiss;
Truly that hour foretold
Sorrow to this.

The dew of the morning
Sank chill on my brow
It felt like the warning
Of what I feel now.
Thy vows are all broken,
And light is thy fame:
I hear thy name spoken,
And share in its shame.

They name thee before me,
A knell to mine ear;
A shudder comes o'er me
Why wert thou so dear?
They know not I knew thee,
Who knew thee too well:
Long, long shall I rue thee
Too deeply to tell.

In secret we met
In silence I grieve
That thy heart could forget,
Thy spirit deceive.
If I should meet thee
After long years,
How should I greet thee?
With silence and tears.



Writing this makes me tear.. tell me hw l0ng will i be happy like this?
the last p0em was stolen fr0m the net..
will my happiness last?

i cant tink 0f any 0ther guy being my Mr. Right wen B0yy is always by my side..
i cant get 0ver it..
i wan B0yy s0 much th0ugh i n0e i cant.
why G0d testing me like this..
i cant bear it..




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