Today wen PCIT lecture, and my gang of frens said, “ SO, wen u planning to update? U met him on Monday rite? Today Wednesday u noe..”
Wahaha.. they more kpo den me sia.. lolx..
So yea, Monday finally came. And I finally met the love of my life.. my last lesson was cancelled.. I was like.. whoaaaa gd siaaa den can hv more time with my dearest donkey..
But, he came like kinda late.. not tt late la..
Was waiting anxiously den got bored. Lol.
He finally came, and stood infront. I was sitting down at blk 23 bench. I looked up, den continue looking at my lappy. Den he was stood there for few secs, den sat beside me. The thing is, I didnt recognize him. Haha. Lolx! He sat beside me and he hugged me. I was too shy to look at his face. Haha. I keep looking away. Den he grabbed my face and kissed me.
I was in heaven.. a kiss from him. Finally. Unexpected Kiss.
*grins*
Den soon I got comfortable with him. And we started talking n talking, bullying, teasing. We behaved and talked jus like hw we toked on the fone wen he was in India.. no difference. Jus tt we both we damn happy.. since it was our anniversary, we went to Bukit Batok Nature Park.. jus walked arnd.. den had our time together..
I told him tt I was really very happy.. he hugged me n kissed me. Hahaha.. *blush*
Den walked all the way to Bukit Batok MRT station. Together.
Was damn nice la.. aft so long, I met him, the happiness is unsayable. Jus me n him..
I had this feeling, “ ok tis meeting is enuff.. it can last for another yr. “ tts hw happy I was.
He said, “ this is the prize u got, for waiting PATIENTLY for me.”
=)
So its like back to normal. I’ll call him b4 leaving my hse to anywhere even if hes in sg or india. Jus wan him to noe wad im doing n where im going. Cos its not like he cld tok to me everytime he wished. So jus a sms saying, “im gg here.” He’ll be glad. I used to inform him once I come back too. But wen he was india, I cldnt say I came back 5 mins ago or smth like tt. Its damn exp to call n inform tt only. So I’ll either tell him b4 gg or once I come back, I’d say, ok I wen here n there today. N got back at this time. I dowan him to be left out.. I wan him to noe tt im safe in sg. Even if hes in sg, I jus wan him to noe, tt im not gg in a bad path.
· I wasn’t like this b4.. staying at home most of the time and being a gd gal n etc.
So, now I can anytime call him with my HOUSE PHONE and say im back. =) happppy!
Den Tuesday:
as usual wen class. Wasn’t intending to skip class. He said he’ll come arnd 3.30pm. wen my class ends. But eventually he called to say, he need to go for an interview, which I got for him. =)
and said, he might not hv time to meet me.. n since it was arnd my area, Sungei Kadut, he told me to come along. So he can see me and go for interview n get to noe tt area.
Sungei Kadut and my house is a 8 minutes walk. See hw close I made him. so, I wen home 1st. skipped my last 4 hrs of practical for nothing. Argh.
Den asked my maid to pack lunch. Not for him, but for tt buffalo. Den met him at my hse coffeeshop. He fetched me in taxi. Den we wen to tt company. He was like no worries no nervousness. I asked him, u not scared ah.. den he said, for wad? I’ve my baby beside me and I noe where I stand in this position they offering me. I was like.. WOW.
Haha.
Normally, interviews are 1 hr or less. But his was 3 hrs man. I was like falling aslp at the lobby. Haha. Duno wad made me this patient. 1st 2 hrs I was like, okok. Den the director of the company came n tok to me. And asked me who am I to him. last time he told me not to bf cos they might think, “ so once he came sg, he got a gf edi??????? ” so I said brother. N director was shocked. I didn’t noe why den. Den he asked me to rate donkey frm 0 to 10, with 10 being the best. And I said 9. N he asked why. And I said, “everyone are not perfect u see. Everyone make mistakes. If I give him 10, it’ld seem as if he got many experience n etc. but he doesn’t. I give 9 cos I noe he can do it, learn frm mistakes n learn frm u or another staffs. I’ve seen him doing these stuffs b4. And hes damn gd in it. But jus tt he gotta control his temper.” Den tt director said, “ not bad not bad. U tok well. The guy inside oso tok well..” den I smiled. Den he came in n out to entertain me ah.. cos he knew I was gonna slp any moment. Haha.. den finally I msged rahima to call me. she said cant. Den msg vickii. Den she called and donkey came out. I was like.. -.-
So I told vickii, tt he came out edi, sorry gotta hang up. Haha..
Sorry gal.
Den donkey was asking wad tt director said n all. N he said tt the director oso told him tt he n I tok well. Den he said, wen director asked who is the gal waiting outside, tt fella said, GIRLFRIEND. And I said BROTHER. No wonder I got tt stare of shockness frm him. hahaha.. but wadever it is, tt director liked my donkey. The was truthful n all.. n he’ll get the results next week. Hopefull he’d get this job.. =)
1. Its damn near to my hse.. anytime I can pop into his office, or he come under my blk. Haha.
2. The director likes him so much. His friendliness n all.
3. I dowan him to go up n down for interviews with non of dem replying to him. get this job, and try settling down. Dowan him to spend all the time for interviews.
Depends on luck though.
Den aft tt, wen to a blk which was 2 blks away frm my hse. Haha. I was super daring sia. Not bad Naz.
Den he ate wad my mom cooked. Haha
Den aft tt, sent him off at the next bus stop. Not the bus stop infront of my hse. Haha. Den came home. Happy happy..
Den brought Aziz to yt to get his hair cut. Met daddy at yt. He oso cutting hair. Den walked slowly back home. I got the habit of looking at the sky wen its night time. I love moons.. =)
It was a full moon. Daddy n I were trying to get a pic of it. But cldnt. Haha.. blurry. N it oso looked like someone using a torch light and shinning at the camera. Lol.
Den wen home. Den did some tutorial n baby called me. =)
Toked for a while den hang up. He said I looked cute. Since the day he saw me, he keep saying I look cute. Haha.. wads wrong with him. hahahaha.. n I nv hear this kinda words frm him b4 sia.. haha.. damn nice lor..
Den slpt.
Wednesday
I love Wednesdays. It’s the day, I’ll get to meet Vickii and the bubbly gang. Ai Li and I and tt gang. Always full of laughter. =)
Suppose to meet donkey n pass him my lappy. N while he does smth with my lappy, I’ll be in class n aft school go meet him n spend some time den ciao. Tts hw it suppose to be. But it didn’t turn out tt way. Lol
I called donkey few times at 9am, he didn’t pick up. He was slping. Pig. Den he called arnd 10 plus am. Den while toking to him, this gang of mine, cant stop mentioning Guna’s name. purposely sia.
Den donkey asked, why they keep saying Guna’s name? u toking to Guna is it? Guna beside u is it? Lolx.
Den I said no la they cant stop disturbing me. den this Jonathan, suddenly said Gunalan like damn loud loud. And donkey tot he was Guna.. den I said noooooo.. tt one Chinese fella. Lol.
Den he said he’ll call back to confirm if hes coming to meet me or go his bro’s hse. Den said byeeeeeeeee to tt bubbly gang and Ai Li and I headed off to canteen 2. Where we slacked for awhile. Kian Wei joined us at the table. Den donkey called to say hes coming over to meet me. waaah.. happiness again. Haha.
Its like everyday’s a new day. =)
Den wen up to maths class. Copied notes blindly. And I realized tt, I, Ai Li and Kian Wei, held the pencil the same way. Hahaha.. u shld hv seen.. all 3 of us writing together. Like triplets. Lol.
Den wen for lunch. Wednesday lunch time, I’ll spend with Nisha & Shamutha.. we toked n laughed. They asked abt Monday n Tuesday. Den it was like 1.02pm, I was still sitting there with dem. Den AL called to say, the practical is damn fast one. Signed attendance, take labsheet den ciao. I was like.. wow!!!!!! Den told her to wait for awhile n I rushed over.
Like she said, it was damn fast. Not many ppl came to class. Den I msged Nisha n Shamutha, tt I finished class. They’re suppose to go class but they skipped. So I wen back to meet dem.. den waited for donkey there. Den finally he came. Den I brought him up to where they were n intro-ed him to dem. Den aft tt, I wen off with donkey to blk 23. Used my lappy for awhile. Den he got all turned up. Started kissing me. I was like oiiiiiiii.. pls la.. school le.. saw Mr Foo walking twice. I was paiseh.. den aft tt, took bus to dover.
I gave him a ring. With my name n his craved. Made him promise me tt even if I dun get him in future, he shld nv ever throw this ring away.. n always to wear it. Made him promise on me.. so if he breaks his promise, touch wood, I’ll die. Haha.
Den out of nowhere, he wanted to smoke. I was like huh wad? He asked in school actually. Cos, I got a gd nose. Haha. N I can differentiate perfume to stinky smells. Den I asked why he smell as if he smoked. Den he said, no la.. I tink the sweet jus now. I was thinking, cherry flavoured lolli pop got cigg smell meh? Whos he trying to kid? I jus kept quiet.
Den he asked, why suddenly u ask.. u tink I smoke ah.. den I said, “ I trust u tt u wont lie.. so tts why I didn’t say anyting wen u said sweet. I noe u wont lie n if u do, there wld be a purpose for it.“
Den 5 mins ltr he said, “ma sorry ma.. dun get angry.. jus now I smoked. I was very stressed. I didn’t hv the heart to keep it away frm u aft u said tt..” actually I was waiting for him to say it. =)
I got angry lor. For 1 yr, wen he was in India he didn’t smoke. Den came sg, smoke. Wad is it? Wen u stopped for long. U wldnt wan to smoke again. U wont hv the feeling. Den he said no la.. I was stressed n all. Den I said, so the things u said tt u stopped smoking in india was all lie ah.. den he said,” nooooo.. I did stop.. but I came here den………………… “ I told him to keep quiet. I told him to do wadever he feels its right. Dun ask me anymore. He got guilty. Wahaha.
If for his own gd rite.. I told him, hes gonna die smoking. N he said choooooooi dun say like tt laaaaaa.. den I said, too bad lor.. I jus did..
Den he asked me whether he can smoke or not. N I said, ur wish.. den he merajok. He told me to say, yes or no. and I said, if I say no means u wont smoke ah.. u wld rite.. go la go smoke la idiot.
Den at dover, I waited till his bus came.. again he asked me persmission to smoke. He said it’s the last time he smokes.. =)
Den he smoked.. den aft, he kissed me. wahh man..
Kissed aft smoking. I felt as if I smoked. Den I told, so now I go arnd telling ppl I smoked can? Haha..
Tt cigg taste is horrible sia. Damn.. got the menthol taste. Spicy spicy taste.. yucks. Den made him promise again not to take off tt ring, unless hes in the hse and bathing, or shitting or wadever. Lol. Den abt tt smoking thingy.. he agreed..
Den b4 he rushed for the bus, he bite my cheeks den ran off.. wah man.. pain hor.. den I waved gdbye at him den took the train back home..
I’ve learnt hw to live for the moment. Future may differ. Even if we’re not meant for each other, I still wanna look back and smile at all these memories. But im staying positive, tt he wld be my last guy… n my 1st husband. Lol wth. Hahaha..
Ok den.. Im gg off now.. feeling happy.. realized I put many =) haha.. im happy.. words cant explain. Only he n I noe hw happy we are. I thank god for this..
