Alrite alrite.. im back.. kena sc0lded f0r n0t bl0gging.. *bish bish*
The last p0st was abt my 2nd last day at w0rk..
S0, abt the last day.. it was really sad t0 leave a big family.. the pr0blem with me is, I can easily and very fast, be cl0se t0 a pers0n 0r a grp.. dun0 why la.. and wen the time c0mes t0 separate.. wah man.. it hurts al0t..
S0 basically, the next day was Hari Raya.. I didn’t wan t0 stay l0ng, as I need t0 help m0mmy darling at h0me, get the things d0ne and etc.. s0 I asked f0r a half day, and they gave me! n0rmally all Muslim peeps there will get a half day.. but I was a temp.. s0, they were uncertain whether t0 gimme a half day 0r n0t.. s0 anyway, I was in the train wen Rahima called me, tis time arnd with0ut me telling her t0 d0 s0.. haha.. ch0000000 chweeeet!
Den t0k t0k… den reach 0ffice, n0b0dy.. except f0r big daddy.. he was named tt c0s he was the seni0r and the biggest.. in size.. wahahaha! Asked where the rest, he said meeting.. den Vivian came 0ut.. and she greeted me and said hw? T0day last day.. happy? Den I said n0 kinda sad.. den she was like g0t upset.. tt I was leaving.. haishh… den aft tt, I asked my sup if I can g0 early and she said ok and stuff..
Lucky, I planned t0 finish my assignment by the previ0us day.. I had nth t0 d0 t0day.. s0, I ended up helping Vivi and the rest t0 d0 simple ppr wrk.. had l0tsa laughter.. b0ught 15piece marble + ch0c0late cake f0r the big family.. and imagine, they were all s0 sad tt I was leaving.. and Vivian alm0st cried? It was as if I was wrking here f0r a yr and ab0ve like tt.. s0 nice 0f dem la..
They actually f0rk in m0ney t0 buy me a gift! 2 l0ng necklaces and br00ches.. and s0me 0ther gifts.. wah man.. lucky I g0t my cake there.. the time came f0r me t0 leave 3pm.. I asked my b0ss t0 sign my timesheet.. and I left with Amir and Fir.. half day! Weeeeee!
I needed t0 g0 tekka t0 buy my bangles.. I was msging my c0usin sister, Yasmeen t0 acc0mpany me, wen Amir was l00king at my sms.. aiy0..KPO KPO! Den he said, we c0me la.. dun ask ur sis t0 c0me.. we f0ll0w u k? den he h0ld, infact he dragged me int0 the train which in g0ing t0wards 0utram Park.. l00su paile l00se paile..
We 3 were having l0tsa fun in tekka.. haha.. f0rtunately, nv get t0 meet any0ne I n0e except f0r 2 0f my guy’s frens.. arrrrrrrrrrgh..
We went t0 the 0ld Mustafa den the sh0ps al0ng the r0ad… finding f0r bangles.. I t0ld the c0l0ur and tt 2 were finding f0r the nicest bangles.. n in the end, I liked the 0ne Fir ch0se.. nice but, the glitters all c0ming 0ut sia..
I didn’t think much abt my guy’s frens wh0 saw me until I t00k bus 67.. sh0rtly aft I t00k the bus, Prince called.. I was like.. eh? Why he calling? N0rmally he d0esnt call at 5 plus.. den I rmb his frens.. I called him back, and he asked where am i.. den I said, I went tekka with Amir and Fir aft wrk.. for 1 hr.. den n0w g0ing back.. den he kept quiet.. (hinting me t0 g0 0n..) den I said I wen t0 mustafa.. den b0ught bangles, perfume and f00d den n0w gg back..
Wh0ever I g0 0ut with, I’ll tell him.. b4 I g0, if n0t aft I g0 edi.. and if he happen t0 n0e tt I went 0ut, and I didn’t tell him, he w0nt ask.. he’ll give me time.. like 3-4 days.. taking it as I f0rg0t t0 tell him..
It became a r0utine, tt he weneva he calls he’ll ask where am i.. since we’re in 2 diff c0untries, he wants t0 n0e where am i.. if hes in sg, c0nfirm, I’ll g0 with him.. 0r he’ll n0e where am I by listening t0 bkgrnd n0ise and etc.. s0 wen he asks tt, I’ll say the truth..
I n0e very well tt he d0esnt like me g0ing 0ut with guys.. and Amir n Fir is a BIG N0 N0.. s0.. wen I t0ld him tt im 0ut with dem.. he was quiet.. him being quiet means hes angry/piss/unhappy/cannot agree with me.. and I’ll tell him everything I did with dem.. if he says nth and changes t0pic means, hes telling me with0ut really telling me, t0 watch 0ut f0r my limits, t0 think f0r myself if wad I did was rite 0r wr0ng and etc.. and his t0ne will be like the piss kinda, till I tell him, “ma, I tink I shldnt hv g0 0ut.. I shld hv asked a female t0 c0me n etc..”
All he wants is me t0 g0 0n a right path…
Den.. bef0re hanging up, he said, “ Ma, I can nv imagine u being s0me0ne’s wife 0r gf… im n0t willing t0 l0se u.. im n0t with u.. im n0t sh0wing u my l0ve physically by kissing, hugging etc.. been 9 mths edi.. I n0e u g0t these aasai t0 kiss n all.. please, jus c0s u wan these, dun g0 f0r 0ther guys wh0 can give.. u waited s0 l0ng patiently f0r me.. an0ther 2 mths da.. pls dun d0 anyting tt will break my heart..”
This sh0ws tt n0t 0nli I made him jeal0us.. but hurt.. haishh…..
I dun hv the aasai all.. I g0t all tt in my c0ntr0l.. and I wldnt wanna d0 with 0ther guys.. c0s, n0t every0ne are like him.. d0es he understands this 0r he jus reminding me 0ver n 0ver again?
2 m0re mths!!!!!!!!
