Sunday, July 15, 2007 | 5:52 PM |

guess wad happen t0day..

i want MAD again..
really!! im supp0se t0 g0 t0 my religi0us class t0day.. but didnt.. early m0rning which is arnd 9 plus.. ( tts early f0r me ok!!! ) rahima msg me saying smth like im c0ming 0ut wit u guys.. where u all gg.. smth like tt.. i jus slpy.. den suddenly i rmbered the day b4.. s0 i was tinking.. i shall g0 class instead 0f gg 0ut wit family n her.. den i slpt.. i felt bad la.. s0 i msged her.. i dun wish t0 c0me.. was expecting her reply t0 be.. why la wad happen.. c0me la.. but she replied.. if u n0t c0ming, im n0t gg.. *ima hugs banz* sia la.. i was like super bad f0r msging her like tt.. den i wen t0 slp.. haha!
den 2nd br0 came, wake me up.. i gave tt maadu s0unds, indicating him tt im slping.. f0r every s0und i said, he said, appadi naa.. aiy0.. den said rahima c0ming.. i was like.. i n0e! den i tink.. rahima is my cl0se darling.. wld i wan t0 g0 class n c0mplain t0 zakiyah abt wad happen the day b4 n have tt same m00d wh0le day 0r g0 0ut with family.. g0 crazy wit ima.. be happy? den i t0t.. 2nd idea seems better..
surprisingly i t00k 20 mins t0 sh0wer n get ready.. m0m was sh0ck.. hehe.. c0s i dun0 since wen, i've been taking years t0 get ready.. guess im bec0ming a gal.. i wasnt like tis b4.. i'll d0 everyting within 15 mins. haha.. dun ask me hw..
br0 sent us t0 tekka.. wen t0 the 0ld mustafa.. sh0pped arnd.. i b0ught a new perfume.. i was inl0ve wit it. l0lx.. den sh0rtly later, ima j0ined us.. she realise i was av0iding her.. c0s i still had tt m00d n the thinking tt she hid frm me n stuffs.. i was angry la but nv sh0w it.. jus kept t0 myself..
was thinking t0 myself abt wad i said in the p0st, is it right 0r n0t.. n abt wad Prince said t0 me & all.. kinda c0nfused.. usually, if ima is arnd, i'll tell her ah.. but tis time i was hesitating.. den my angel 0f the night & day called.. l0lx.. i simply meant, prabz called.. l0lx.. asked me hw t0 g0 t0 bukit panjang plaza wen hes in taxi.. stupid.. hes n0t g0nna drive rite.. naansense.. den he asked smth tt i t0ld him abt my pr0b.. den he said c0s they care abt me n stuff.. but the thing is, i was truthfull, i'll tell dem wadeva i tink, be it gd 0r bad.. why cant they d0 the same. it hurts me m0re if g0t t0 n0e thru sm0ne else.. den realise his bill was gg up.. t0ld him t0 c0me msn t0nite.. was w0ndering.. why d0es he calls me everytime im d0wn??? s0me0ne is inf0rming him abt me being d0wn? den i msg him tt.. he said.. maybe.. n maybe c0s hes d0wn t00.. haha.. den i said yeaaaa.. m00lamz! n0w 0nli i realise i didnt ask him why he was d0wn! ahhhhhhh!!! why u d0wnn!????????? why n0t up? =P
great minds think alike.. =) pr0ud t0 hv u..
bit by bit t0ked t0 ima.. had tt urge t0 t0k t0 her n all... but 0ne side.. anger was there..
aft tt we went t0 eat.. was 0k ah.. den 0ne the way t0 the car.. she asked if i was angry wit her.. i jus said n0.. well i wasnt.. i was 0k edi.. den she say why d0wan t0k t0 me n all.. den i say nth nth.. den she h0ld my arm.. den walk walk.. but i still didnt t0k t0 her.. 1 ting was, i n0 m00d.. i kept thinking abt wad Prince said... den g0t int0 the car n went AMK hub..
in the car, we l00ked at each 0ther n jus laughed.. l00k den laugh.. l00k, laugh.. sia0.. den frm den we started t0king like b4.. =)
there we sh0pped arnd.. den we started laughing n j0king arnd.. u n0e the d0uble A4 ppr? the ppr u use t0 print 0ut stuffs.. i was taking 0ut 0ne stack wen an0ther stack dr0pped 0n my little finger 0n my right t0e... waaaaaah lannn!! painnnnnnnn!!!!!! tt area turned red sia.. i wanted t0 cry but held 0n t0 ima's hand.. den h0ld her arm n walk arnd.. den Anand called asking where i am.. t0ld him den he say he wanna see me.. i said im with family except dad n with ima.. den he say.. nvm i see u frm far can.. den i say 0k n t0ld him the exact place i was.. ima g0t excited wen i said he was c0ming.. den in the end, we saw, he was with his uncle.. he smiled at me.. saw ima but wen she saw him, he didnt see her.. he said she l00ked sweet n cute.. i was like errrrrrrrrrmm.. 0kkaayy.. haha..
he realli l00ks like a naatanz.. d0esnt l00k like indian.. u'll b sh0ck wen u see him.. haha.. he wanted t0 meet me c0s tmr he g0ing f0r attachment.. f0r 3 mths.. infact.. every0ne are leaving..
Priya, Anees, Dhinesh, Vicknes, Anand.. all gg attachment tmr.. diff diff place.. but shankar, geetha, syahirah, azizah w0nt.. they'll b d0ing pr0jects in sch00l.. c0s they didnt meet the p0ints.. u need a certain p0int 0r smth s0 tt u can g0 f0r attachment.. weird..
see me den he happy lia0z... saw him smiling ear t0 ear.. hehe.. den decided t0 leave the place.. were 0n the way t0 the car park near AMK MRT, wen i n ima started t0king like 00rus.. we planned t0 put tis 0n the bl0g.. l0lx!
she called me.. errm.. i 4g0t.. baaane 0r smth haha.. den i called her laima.. den we used my 1st sis in law's last name, begam.. her m0m calls her as beg00000h.. l0lx.. den we f0ll0w lah.. den we made it s0und like siren.. beg00000000000000000000000000000000000000000000h.. l0lx.. den planned hw t0 write in the bl0g all.. mental sia..
den walk walk den i saw a grp 0f 5 gals & 1 b0y.. den i was l00king at tt b0y, hes back was facing us.. but i rec0gnise his hair.. den i l00k at the gal in fr0nt 0f him, she was wearing tudung but her face kena bl0ck by tt guy's head.. den i shifted myself den i saw her face.. den beside her g0t her fren, wh0 i n0e her thru her la.. okok.. tt guy is Muza.. tt gal in tudung is Benz.. her fren, 0ne 0f the twin, laksmi.. wah lan.. i called 0ut, RAHIMA! she was jus beside me but i sh0uted.. den i said.. muza muza.. den tt laksmi t0ld ben tt we're walking t0wards dem ah.. but we were walking t0wards the car park.. den muza turned n l00ked at us.. den rahima walked as if shes g0nna t0k t0 dem.. but den suddenly changed her directi0n.. but we jus smiled at dem.. den walk away.. den i asked her.. i t0t u g0nna t0k t0 dem sia.. den she said f0r wad. ( i'll tell the pr0b later ) den we started t0king bad abt dem.. we were in fact laughing at dem.. we went 0ff with0ut turning back.. den my little br0 saw muza n started calling me n running t0wards me... den that grp didnt realise tt my m0m was walking behind us.. m0m said tt gals were l00king at us n laughing.. den we t0ld m0m.. we were 0s0 laughing at dem wad... den they see my m0m n were like numb.. f0r g0ds sake.. dun be childish la.. like in primary sch00l.. u dun like ur fren den u t0k t0 ur an0ther fren n laugh abt her.. aiy00..
rahima was sc0lding n being very angry wit muza n benz till we reached the car.. den i t0ld her wad i felt.. i felt kinda 0ne kind wen m0m said, they laughed at us.. den she say why u b0ther... well.. they're n0t impt in my life.. they're jus s0me trash in my life's mistake department.. den i was tinking.. why i b0ther s0 much.. they n0t sm0ne great wad.. den i jus brushed 0ff dem frm my mind..
dr0pped ima at YCK MRT den we went straight h0me..
came h0me, sh0wered.. den bl0gging n0w.. g0nna start mugging... will c0nt my bl0gging later!


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