Saturday, June 30, 2007 | 3:43 PM |
It was written int0 the universe by the stars up ab0ve,as a pen of light and c0l0urs swish acr0ss the sky, My birthday is such a miracle.
The angels kn0w why.
Yday, when I aw0ke, I suddenly realized tat this is the best day of my life, ever! There were times when I w0ndered if I wld make it t0 tis day but i did! And because I did...I'm g0ing t0 celebrate!
Yday, I was celebrating what an unbelievable life I have had so far: the acc0mplishments, the many blessings, and yes, even the hardships because they have served to make me str0nger.
I went thr0ugh this day with my head held high with a happy heart. I marvelled at G0d's seemingly simple gifts: the morning dew, the sun, the clouds, the trees, the fl0wers, the birds. ( actualli, had sch00l at 8am. s0 i cant av0id all these =P )
Yday, n0ne of these miraculous creations escaped my n0tice. Yday, I shared my excitement for life with 0ther pe0ple. I made s0me0ne smile. I wen 0ut of my way t0 perf0rm an unexpected act of kindness for s0meone I d0n't even kn0w.
Yday, I gave a sincere compliment to s0me0ne wh0 seemed d0wn. I told a child h0w special he is, and I told s0me0ne I l0ve just h0w deeply I care f0r her and h0w much she means t0 me.
Yday is the day I quit w0rrying ab0ut what I d0n't have and start being grateful for all the w0nderful things G0d has already given me. I'll remember that t0 w0rry is just a waste of time because my faith in G0d and G0d's "Divine lan" ensures everything will be just fine.
And that night, before I went to bed, I went 0utside and raise my eyes to the heavens. I st00d in awe at the beauty 0f the stars and the m00n and I praised G0d for these magnificent treasures.
As the day ends and I laid my head d0wn 0n my pill0w, I thanked the Almighty for the best day of my life. I will sleep the sleep of a c0ntented child, excited with expectation because I knew yday was the best day of my life, EVER!
seri0usly i cant believe h0w p0etic i can be. i didnt expect this day t0 be super w0nderful. everyday wen i wake up, i'll feel the, '' huhh.. must wake up g0 sch00l ah.. '' yday was like.. wen i w0ke up.. i smiled.. i l00ked at my HP which was screaming.. i put an alarm at 7pm.. & i can give a msg like " wake up like idi0t " smth like tt. yday i put it as, '' HappY 19th Birthday, Princess " hehehe!
the p0em t0ld ya abt wad i felt & did yday.. n0w im g0nna g0 int0 s0me stuffs & tell wad really happened..
i menti0ned i wen t0 d0 an unexpected act 0f kindness f0r s0me0ne i dun0 rite.. i was at clementi.. waiting f0r my bus t0 g0 sch00l.. den i saw tis malay w0man she was running t0wards the bus which was 0redi leaving.. den tis b0y, arnd 19-23 yrs 0ld, his leg was stretched 0ut.. den tt w0man wh0 was like 50-55 yrs 0ld.. she tripped n fall.. tt b0y was jus l00king her. n0t 0ffering a hand. in fact, every0ne were jus l00king at her.. i was like wth..
wen t0wards tt lady.. helped her up.. she smiled at me.. said thx s0 many times.. den my bus came.. she t00k the same bus.. den she sat beside me.. n guess wad.. she gave me $10.. i was like eh n0 need la.. den she say nvm nvm tk.. den my fren came up the bus, wished me happy birthday s0 l0ud tt the wh0le bus l00ked at me. den tt lady say tk it as bday present.. i was like w0w!
my family fren's daughter wh0 d0ing her 0s tis yr.. she called me & wished me.. i was with her all my life.. shes 3 yrs y0unger den me.. we played t0gether, g0t sc0lded t0gether, slept t0gether & etc etc.. l0lx... she always c0me t0 me f0r her studies & family pr0b.. she said she did badly f0r her prelims.. i c0mplimented her & t0ld her h0w special she is n all.. she cheered up.. n said she l0ves me!! weeeee! Faustina, i n0e u'll be reading tis.. rmb tt n0t every0ne is perfect.. dun tink abt death if n0t the days u're still 0n earth will be like hell.. live life t0 the fullest. failure is the 1st step t0 success! L0vee uuu..
Amazingly, i t0ld m0m, h0w much i l0ve her & care f0r her.. she was indeed VERY happy =)
she gave birth t0 me at 8.25pm, 19 yrs ag0.. :)
best part was.. as i was busy the wh0le day, i cldnt call Prince at 10pm.. s0 ended up calling him at 11.45pm.. 00ps.. he was like.. wth.. i asked u t0 me wen den u calling me wen!!! den like kinda angry ah.. den i said s0rry like milli0n times.. n he was like aiyaaaaa j0king laaaa.. we t0ked f0r awhile.. den at 11.55pm, he said wait ah.. den n0 s0und.. i t0t c0nnecti0n g0ne.. but den.. i heard him play, '' Happy Birthday '' s0ng frm his keyb0ard.. aft tt he like remixed it. w0w.. super nice u n0e.. he played f0r the wh0le 5 mins.. 0nce it was 12 midnite.. he stopped.. s0 it was like planned l0r.. play happy bday s0ng n remixed 0ne (happy bday s0ng with tamil s0ng beat).. play f0r 5 mins.. den.. SANG happy bday s0ng!!!! weeeeeeee!!! den he started t0 be l0vey d0vey.. expressed his l0ve f0r me.. i was like the happiest gal in the planet. while t0king t0 him.. had few calls.. many smses.. he was the 1st t0 wish me!
i was expecting tt! him t0 be the 1st.. i did tt 0ne his bday.. 16th feb t00.. n i was the last t00.. n he was 0s0 the last.. i called him at 11.45pm again.. tok like usual.. didnt expect him sing AGAIN at 11.57pm.. n said.. '' Happy Birthday to the l0ve 0f my life.. my 0nli gal, final gal.. the gal wh0 i'll marry in few years time.. " i was like h0lding my heart.. n t0ld him.. daaa.. enuff daaaaa.. cant tk it.. & he said.. ''Naaye''... -.-
always call me tt.. l0lx! he was s00000 niceeeeeeee!
in the late aftern00n & in the nite.. i was given a surprised party by his friends wh0 turned 0ut t0 be mine.. s0me 0f dem are in the indian kuppe gang 0f mine.. plus Prince malay frens wh0 became my frens t00.. & t00k care 0f me, if i happened t0 be in the lab beside theirs.. such sweet fellas.. its a plus p0int if u hv ur bf as 0ne 0f the seni0rs in the sch00l.. & his frens will be there wen u need s0me0ne.. actualli, i dun hv t0 ask f0r help.. they'll c0me 0n their 0wn. s0 its very rare t0 see me al0ne in sch00l.. =) received many big big presents tt Anand had t0 dr0p me 0ff at my hse & even c0me till my hse gate.. hehe! n0 he didnt c0me al0ne.. kavitha & swaitha were wit him.. hehe! i realli enj0yed my day guys..
i w0nt f0rget u guys.. i meant my classmates.. they t00k the aff0rd t0 dec0rate my classr00m. haha.. there were like m0re den 30 ball00ns.. weeeeeeeee! i kena al0t in the class.. tis is the 0nli day, they were given permissi0n t0 bully... permissi0n given by me! l0lx! c0s i kept quiet & played al0ng wen they were bullying me.. usually i'll reverse the wh0le thing & THEY wld be bullied instead 0f dem.. haha.. was really fun.. t00 many presents la.. all damn damn nice... 0ne present i realli l0ved was.. a ph0t0 album 0f us fr0m year 1.. we t00k pics during 0rientati0n, 1st day 0f the class.. during lunch.. aft semester break.. during lectures.. practicals.. the breadboard i burnt.. the machine i burnt.. everything were there.. including the trip t0 KL in August 2006.. the tired l00ks.. happy l00ks.. fight between Vivian & Brand0n.. tis year 1st day.. visited mei mei in NUH in Feb.. den wen they came t0 visit me in KK.. the faces 0f my classmates wen i wasnt in sch00l during tt 1 mth MC.. my 1st day aft 1 mth MC... waaaah.. everyting sia.. i was in the centre 0f every0ne wen i l00ked at tt album.. n tears r0lling d0wn my cheeks wen i was seeing dem.. MJ, hugged me while i was seeing dem.. realli very sweeeeet.. Daddy, the 0ldest guy in 0ur class, he was like s00000 nice... den g0t 0ne pic.. we t00k.. daddy was in the centre, den i was beside him.. den Brand0n was 0n his right.. we are his s0n n daughter.. den the rest like sitting d0wn.. its like 0ne big family u n0e.. :)
im s0 happy tt i g0t int0 tis class.. its said tt Vivian isnt my classmate as she has been transferred t0 an0ther class since the beginning 0f year 2.. but she always make it a p0int t0 be there during lunch, class meetings, gatherings & birthdays.. =) im s0 happy
well tts it! i've p0ured my happiness here..!
♥ TrappedButterfly
