Friday, June 5, 2009 | 4:35 PM |
theres more pics to upload which taken in graduation day..
but.. im jus too lazy. grr..
gonna have ratib (prayers) today, mom's mom (granny's) death anniversary,
She Died On 4 June 1981.
To Late Granny Fathima Nachiya,
I never knew you..
You are my grandmother.
I get mad at God,
For not giving me a chance
To know you.
You died SEVEN years,
Before I was born.
It breaks my heart
Every time I think
That I will never get
The chance to know you.
I look at your picture that Mom keeps in her purse,
Almost everyday.
I wonder if I have your eyes.
I wonder if I have your laugh.
I wonder if I have your smile.
I wonder if I have your nose.
I wonder if I have anything of you.
I guess I will never know
I guess I will never get to see you.
Death is the most tragic thing in life
Death is hard on me now than I was younger.
Death is what I have inside
Thinking of everyone that I have lost.
Death is forever
Death is longer than an eternity
Death is permanent
Death is a scar that never goes away.
Death is what I feel everyday
Death is what has to be.
Death is what is happening everyday.
Death is what no one knows for sure.
Death is what everyone goes through.
Death is the reason why I am the way I am
Death is what I fear…
"And nothing can we call our own but death
And that small model of the barren earth
Which serves as paste and cover to our bones.
For God's sake, let us sit upon the ground
And tell sad stories of the death of kings." W. Shakespeare
"And what the dead had no speech for, when living,
They can tell you, being dead: the communication
Of the dead is tongued with fire beyond the language of the living." T.S. Eliot
"While man is growing, life is in decrease;And cradles rock us nearer to the tomb.Our birth is nothing but our death begun." Edward Young
I noe u wont be reading this.. but.. jus felt like writing.. maybe if u were here, i wldnt hv my childhood so ruined.
Dad's mom is also deceased, though grandpa married another woman, both still alive..
dad n mom always said, their moms were soft spoken and super good mothers. haiz..
God didnt give me tt privilege..
♥ TrappedButterfly
