NauGhty CaterPillar Wif a seDuctive sMile
   Saturday, March 24, 2007 | 7:35 PM | 0 Comments

anneh called me caterpillar. LOL!



day was wonderful + horrible.

went job hunting wit zaki gal. was super fun. laugh & laugh. tok nonsense den laugh. suddenly will be quiet. den look at each other den laugh. aiyoo! wash eyes. bully kids while walking. hehe!


wen to her work place at Toa Payoh. for tt window shopped at the hub. place the clothes on each other den say, "dei nice dei on u". we were realli insane today.


arnd 3.50++pm, we went to her wrk place, which is called call centre. can choose to wrk for KFC or PizzaHut since both are linked. she's wrking in the Hut. so wanted to wrk together wit her. filled up the form and got interviewed. the interviewer chio sia.. den she told me i got a nice nice sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet smile.. den suddenly she asked me.. is tis ur voice or u got sore throat.


" PAAVI PAAVI! "


sore throat la. den she laugh n said.. "i noe i noe jk jk".. i was like.. argh! she said she'll call me down for training next week.. 3 days.. den can start wrk.


not bad u noe..

1 hour - $4 <-

Public holidays - $7.50 (can wrk on CNY, labour day, christmas, deepavali, my bdae! ok fine its not a public holiday)

will get paid twice a month. On the 7th and the 22th. <-

dun hv to worry for no money.


for now, i'd be wrking on mon, wed, fri && Sat...

ok wad!!!!

4 hrs each day.. sat- 5hrs.

ok wad!!!!!


will see how it goes!



Horrible part :


In the train.. wa.. everyting blackout. i noe my eyes are open.. but i cant see it black.. i jus stood there. i was super scared. i was tinking.. NO i can die in the train. i noe zaki gal was beside me. im too weak to call her. my fone rang. its in my jeans back pocket. i was too weak.. i tried opening eyes again.. cannot le.. it was blur.. more blur.. morrrrreeeeee blur.. den black.. cannot see.. i noe i was swaying front n back, left n right.. i didnt call out anyone.. i was scared..


i was wondering why zaki gal nv notice me.. aft awhile of closing my eyes tightly n telling myself.. naz.. u aint gonna die.. tink of smth u like.. 1st ting tt came to my mind was my cat. den slowly i open my eyes.. back to normal. phew!


i realise.. i was SITTING!!!! to my left got zaki gal to my right got my cuz bro out of no where. den i asked him.. u duno hw to give soundu n sit ah.. i got scared wen i saw u beside me. n he said, i nv soundu? i called u so many times. ur fren oso did. u shut ur eyes tight tight. i SWEAR i nv hear anyone call me.. my bro made me sit down.. heng ah.. if i alone hw sia. den i rmb tt call. i checked hp, 5 missed calls from again cuz bro.. he asked why he call 5 times i nv pick up all.. i SWEAR i heard the fone ringing ONCE.. =S


den told bro wad happen.. he said if i got eat.. i said no. den asked wen was the last time i ate.. i cldnt rmb.. the bro beside me said my face was pale.. he put $20 on my palm n got down at Yishun.. for me to buy smth n eat. but still zaki gal treated me!!!! weeeeeeeee! lol!


the bro who called said my brain drained.. duno wad it means but i noe it

rhymes. lolz

isnt it gerak to have ppl care abt u wen u're in tis kinda situation?


but i guess, onli ur own blood, relatives && family will be wit ya till the end.


n0 matter h0w much u help a pers0n, u cant be sure tt pers0n will help u wen u need.
Experienced al0t. haiz. but den..
my motto :

" Help 0thers but duN expect a return "

maybe tis is why i g0t n0 b0dy wen im in need?

*wonders*


i n0t & will n0t 4get th0se wh0 were there n are there 4 me... i wish ppl care abt me m0re den i care abt dem... i tink abt 0thers b4 i tink 0f myself. wh0 understands my feelings && w0rries since my 0wn parents dun0 me tt well?


sick && tired 0f caring abt myself. wanna tink abt myself b4 0thers. but im s0 used to it tt i cant change myself. haiz..


d0 i need a d0ct0r? a c0unseller? a psychiatrist? or t0 be in l0ve?





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