Day 5 at w0rk..
I had a w0nderful dream.. and its t00 l0ng t0 write here.. its actually, Rahima n me are Sec0ndary sch00l teachers.. im pregnant and she has a little b0y.. and my husband, Prince, he jus came back frm L0nd0n aft his sh0w.. den the c0ming Saturday, there was a reunion at elder br0’s hse.. it was for Lunch and Dinner.. and all the siblings and their family were invited.. elder br0 had a daughter.. n Machi was pregnant with her 2nd.. m0m n dad were staying at br0’s hse.. 2nd br0 and Rahima were there with their s0n.. and I and Prince were there.. I was expecting with my 1st.. haha.. den we had fun and we ate.. den Rahima and I went t0 fetch my little br0, wh0 was in sec0ndary sch00l hahahaha! And I was driving a White MAZDA 3 SPEED!
And he had a gal walking with him.. dun0 wh0s she.. haha.. Rahima n I were behaving like hw we are behaving n0w.. make fun, laugh, bully, etc.. haha.. aiy00.. den we were back t0 br0’s hse f0r dinner.. den Aziz wanted t0 stay in my hse.. he has a r00m in each hse.. br0’s , 2nd br0’s and mine.. lucky fella.. and I teach him wenever he’s 0ver at my hse.. n Rahima teaches him wen hes at hers and elder br0 teaches in his.. and Aziz was a very hands0me, clever, popular kid.. l0lx.. den suddenly the scene changed int0 0ffice r00m.. but den 0n my table the was a thick file.. inside g0t applications.. I l00ked carefully, it was the file, I’ve t0 key in t0 MS Excel! My Current J0b! ARRGGHHHHHHHH! Den I w0ke up.. aiy0000000000
I went t0 w0rk.. this time n0b0dy were walking with me.. I felt smth missing and I felt happy 0s0.. den I came int0 the 0ffice.. Amir and Fir and Parthi with the 0thers were at the meeting.. n0 w0nder.. s0 wen they came 0ut all said hiiiiiiiiiiiii t0 meeeeeeeeeeeee…
I started with my wrk, j0ining in t0 the j0kes and everything tt was gg 0n.. den arnd 12 plus, Amir and Fir wen f0r prayers.. i asked Rahima t0 call me.. n den t0ld her abt my dream.. waaaaah.. she was damn excited abt it.. haha.. den Parthi, guess he was b0red.. he b0ught lunch and aft eating, he came disturbing me.. he was dancing, spinning and everyting.. like l00su.. guess he realized tt I was paying attenti0n t0 him.. he left aft he g0t a call.. L0Lx.. wen I went back t0 0ffice, I asked why he left me al0ne.. n he said, “ Lao pan (boss) wanted t0 see me.. “
I managed t0 finish Ulu Pandan’s Constituency.. I’ve t0 start with Buona Vista.. but I was s0000000000 lazy.. t0t 0f d0ing tt 0n m0nday.. s0 I rested f0r 2 hrs.. chatting with every0ne there.. and Amir and I argued and fight 0ver smth.. f0r fun.. and few supp0rted me.. and few supp0rted him.. l0lx.. like br0ther-sister arguing..
And at the end 0f the day, I had my 3 r0me0s t0 acc0mpany me t0 MRT.. =)
And at nite, my darlz called.. and he asked hws my hands0me guy.. haha.. and I said, man hes h0t! and tt l00su g0t jeal0us.. l0lx.. den I t0ld him wadever happen.. and he in return he gave me sad news..
Hes g0ing back t0 his Village and will be there till Raya.. 0k tts gd news.. but.. the bad news is, his m0m is trying get him married.. his m0m is sick.. and shes 0k n0w la.. but shes 0ld.. hes the last s0n.. and she wants t0 see him married b4 she dies.. and Prince keep saying nth will happen to her n stuff.. and he d0esnt want t0 get married t0 tt gal, hes m0m 0redi decide.. tt gal, shes 0nli 17.. tis fella is 27.. paavam la tt gal.. t00 y0ung.. but wad t0 d0.. INDIA WHAT! And hes refusing his m0m, jus c0s hes in l0ve with me.. and he t0ld me b4 tt his m0m d0esnt like Singap0re gals.. VERY different frm India gals..
Weneva Prince calls h0me, m0m will t0k abt marriage.. and he cant tk it if he d0esnt get me and if I get hurt.. s0 he.. keep refusing n stuffs..
N0w the bad news is.. he d0esnt n0e wads g0nna happen wen he gets t0 his village.. his m0m can f0rce him t0 get married.. can d0 al0t 0f things la.. and he says hes very w0rried tt wad if he d0esnt get me.. and 0ver the f0ne wen he t0ked recently, he t0ld his m0m tt, he’ll be convenient f0r him if he gets a spore gal as he’ll be in spore n stuff… and the m0m screamed in the f0ne tt, if he wanna marry a sporean, tt wld be aft her death..
And Prince asking me.. wad am I t0 d0 ma.. m0m saying like tt.. den he said, he’ll pr0mise he’ll fight f0r me.. and he’ll stand firm 0n his decisi0n..
Im the type, wh0 d0esnt like ppl arnd me getting hurt.. s0 I t0ld him.. since im being an 0bstacle, and c0s 0f me, ur m0m will cry and get hurt.. and seeing her cry, u’ll cry.. and imagine tt 17 yr 0ld kid wh0 they arrange t0 burden u with, hw she’ll feel la.. she c0nfirm by n0w, wld hv liked u by seeing ur f0t0 and all.. c0nfirm gr0w aasai edi.. hw wld she feel if u 0r s0me0ne g0 and tell her tt, s0rry, we 0redi find an0ther p0nnu? She’ll tink tt she g0t a k0rai with herself and wad if she d0es smth stupid.. shes n0t a singap0rean.. shes a 00ru p0nnu frm village s0mem0re.. if in the end, if u really have n0 ch0ice.. pls, give up the l0ve u hv 0n me.. dun make any0ne hurt.. if u make me hurt nvm.. tt will stay with me.. and im wise enuff n0t t0 d0 anyting stupid.. 0f c0s, u’ll be my best fren.. u’ll be s0me0ne wh0 n0es me in and 0ut.. and 0f c0s, if I happen t0 change my number, I’ll give it t0 u.. and 0f c0s, if u publish an album, I’ll always be the 1st in th queue t0 buy it.. ( I heard him sniffing.. like he was crying.. )
I n0e he d0esnt wan t0 l0se me.. I t0ld him t0 be brave.. and t0uch w00d, if it happens tt we’re n0t t0gether and u’re w0rrying if im happy 0r wad.. I said, jus ask urself, are u happy 0r sad.. if u’re happy, den im 0s0 very happy.. happier den u.. if u’re sad.. I might be crying.. so depends all on u..
And he says he doesn’t wan to tink tt we’re not made for each other..
Haiz… haiz.. haiz..
I sad la.. wad if I dun get him.. hw will I be.. now edi, I tink of him everyday.. every second hes living in me.. den hw.. wad will happen to me? will I get mad? Im trying to tink positive tt the mom will agree.. but I cant help it.. wad if she doesn’t.. wat if fate plays basket ball in my life? I’ll jus pray everything g0es acc0rding t0 hw I’ve dreamt.. if it d0esnt, g0d’s great.. he’ll lead me t0 a better path…
Upset..
